Before I get mocked, I want to state something. Yesterday I acquired some amount of my DOC before the methadone, dilaudid, which I used exactly only after waiting 27h after me taking my last methadone dose. And no here's the thing i am not relapsing, I got interested in opiates very late for your common druggie, but the dangers inherent to them were a turn off. But I developed a pain problem, all related to my left jaw and the nerves around there, I have 2 diagnostics related to this part of my body and the fact I went into doing IV dillies and eating all the orally potential opis i could was because of the incompetence of some docs and or dentists, specialists of the jaw too, giving me scripts of opiates like codeine 60mg pills/oxycodone 5mg pills and whatnot. But they scripted the shit to me in ways that was so damn inefficient, almost always i was left out in the cold at the end of my scripts because my script would end and I had no follow up appointment or if i did, it didn't coincide with when I would be out of the pills, when taken correctly too. So I went black market, but after all the medical process that is getting on methadone therapy, they've really did their best to have me meet my neurologist and they scheduled me an appointment with a pain doctor in the future, not yet, when I will be around 40mg of methadone for me to be switched to another opiate/opioid that is more used for pain than anything else.
Thing is, I hardly felt a 10mg shot of dilaudid i've done after waiting all this time after taking the methadone (~27 hours). Or wait no, I felt it very much, but I didn't feel much of the godly rush of dilaudid, take into account I might be scripted dilaudid ampoules for IV at home when this whole ordeal is done. Does this mean I can never get a rush again? Seriously before getting into methadone treatment I was taking yes 32 to 56mg of dilaudid IV a day, thing is I would never take more than 8mg shots, 4mg shots often gave me all the rush i needed and it was inteeeeeeeense.
So people who have been in similar situations as me, enlighten me, I do not want my 6 month methadone therapy (tops, I expect sobriety or being on a low dose of subs by this summer) to have ruined opiates forever