My main question is can a psychologist find out your on a methadone maintenance treatment program if you don't use insurance to pay for it, and don't get the medication from a pharmacy?
My fear is telling the psychologist that I am on a methadone maintenance treatment program and him denying me benzos even though nothing else helps my anxiety. I am currently titrating off methadone. I am at 17 mgs down from 120 mgs within 2 years. (not looking for a pat on the back)
I have major anxiety, (GAD, PTSD, Panic disorder, Phobias, Social Anxiety, Separation anxiety, and have since I can remember (25 plus years, and I I am 33).
I have found a new psychologist (I have seen 10 or more in the past 17 years and have tried multiple SSRIs - Celexa, Lexapro, Prozac, Zoloft. SNRIs - Cymbalta, Effexor. NDRIs - Wellbutrin. Benzos - Xanax, Klonopin, Valium, Ativan, Buspar, Hydroxyzine, and I use Xanax and Klonopin multiple times as needed - non prescribed. Benzos are the only thing that helps my anxiety. SSRIs, SNRIs and NDRIs take too long to build up in my system to help and don't help with break through anxiety and they end up making me feel weird and depressed. I have also tried OTC L-theanine, Gaba, Kava Kava, 5-HTP, Magnesium, CBD, Essential oils, Omega-3 fatty acids, and relaxation techniques.
I have an intake appointment with my new psychologist in one week, so I really need an answer soon.
Any advice is appreciated, and I am new to posting threads, so I apologize if this breaks any rules. Thank you.
My fear is telling the psychologist that I am on a methadone maintenance treatment program and him denying me benzos even though nothing else helps my anxiety. I am currently titrating off methadone. I am at 17 mgs down from 120 mgs within 2 years. (not looking for a pat on the back)
I have major anxiety, (GAD, PTSD, Panic disorder, Phobias, Social Anxiety, Separation anxiety, and have since I can remember (25 plus years, and I I am 33).
I have found a new psychologist (I have seen 10 or more in the past 17 years and have tried multiple SSRIs - Celexa, Lexapro, Prozac, Zoloft. SNRIs - Cymbalta, Effexor. NDRIs - Wellbutrin. Benzos - Xanax, Klonopin, Valium, Ativan, Buspar, Hydroxyzine, and I use Xanax and Klonopin multiple times as needed - non prescribed. Benzos are the only thing that helps my anxiety. SSRIs, SNRIs and NDRIs take too long to build up in my system to help and don't help with break through anxiety and they end up making me feel weird and depressed. I have also tried OTC L-theanine, Gaba, Kava Kava, 5-HTP, Magnesium, CBD, Essential oils, Omega-3 fatty acids, and relaxation techniques.
I have an intake appointment with my new psychologist in one week, so I really need an answer soon.
Any advice is appreciated, and I am new to posting threads, so I apologize if this breaks any rules. Thank you.