Hezman94
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I was a stupid idiot for about 3 months taking 60 methadone twice a week recreationally on top of 40mg oxycontin a day, I now only took methadone once in six weeks and regretted it.
I had horrible withdrawal even taking my oxys pain nightmares and Im still restless now on 30mg oxycontin twice a day, I take one extended and take the other in either two 15mg instants or 3 ten mg instants.
Im just wondering aint methadone 60mg equivalent to like 100mgplus oxy tolerance wise.
Because at beginning of year I got down to TWO TEN MG extended and just one 5mg instant I did feel shit but good mental wise.
Then I bought a shit load of oxys god was testing me and I got a methadone dealer, I also started taking heroin again and soon as I stated doing that I thought RIGHT FUCK THAT you IDIOT and im paying for it now.
I probably could of got with a women but I was fucked off my head I thought I looked normal thinking back makes me cringeee...
So yeah how much did I fuck with my tolerance during this time?
I had horrible withdrawal even taking my oxys pain nightmares and Im still restless now on 30mg oxycontin twice a day, I take one extended and take the other in either two 15mg instants or 3 ten mg instants.
Im just wondering aint methadone 60mg equivalent to like 100mgplus oxy tolerance wise.
Because at beginning of year I got down to TWO TEN MG extended and just one 5mg instant I did feel shit but good mental wise.
Then I bought a shit load of oxys god was testing me and I got a methadone dealer, I also started taking heroin again and soon as I stated doing that I thought RIGHT FUCK THAT you IDIOT and im paying for it now.
I probably could of got with a women but I was fucked off my head I thought I looked normal thinking back makes me cringeee...
So yeah how much did I fuck with my tolerance during this time?