^ I found my doc just by going to a gp, and she referred me. Of course, you should also check out the
Australian Opiate Withdrawal Maintainance Medication Prescribers thread, could be useful. The hotlines can be helpful too, I'm not sure if it's called direct line in NSW but there would be something similar (or maybe that's what you called). Actually, I found this
here:
Alcohol and Other Drugs Information Service (ADIS)
A confidential, anonymous information, advice and referral service. For information about drugs, including methadone, safer injecting advice, parent advice and detoxification. 24 hours a day, 7 days a week- (02) 9361 8000 or toll free for country areas on 1800 422 599
I'm really glad I went through a doc and not a clinic because straight away I got 7 days takeaway, and going to the chemist just once a week made it convenient. Plus I was given a list of heaps of chemists which I could choose from, probably about a hundred all over Melbourne, so it was easy to find one close to me. I imagine it'd be pretty similar in Syd. My doc was pretty cool with me, he wasn't condescending at all and gave me responsibility straight away, which I appreciated - I would've hated being treated like a low life junky at a clinic.
Stato, may I ask why you were bumped up to 16-32mg from 8mg? It seems like such a massive dose. Was it because you were getting cravings? I often think that doctors way overestimate the amount of bupe or methadone someone needs; I've found even after a couple weeks straight on heroin I don't need more than about 3mg bupe to hold me. But then again, I believe the amount that holds cravings at bay is quite a bit higher than the amount which will simply hold you from wd's.
But, I also think docs/chemists have a vested interest in putting people at higher doses, so they stay on maintenance for longer and keep paying for it. I recently rang my pharmacist to stop picking up my bupe and I could tell how disappointed she was losing a cash cow like me.
I'm in two minds about using maintenance after using mainly codeine/dhc, especially when it's such high doses like you've mentioned. I feel that you're raising your tolly massively and potentially putting yourself in a worse position than where you started - and resigning yourself to a very long taper or else much worse wd's than codes if you try to do it cold turkey. I also think that maybe too much is expected of maintenance sometimes; my opinion is that deciding to go on maintenance is a big decision pretty much equal to quitting - you're deciding that you're not going to get high every day, which ultimately, I think, is the biggest thing when it comes to quitting an addiction. It's not an easy step for sure and it's why I keep alternating between bupe and using every day.
Then again I know there are some benefits from going on maintenance - buying your opioids legally (or not having to visit a shitload of chemists) as well as probably being easier to taper than an opie that gets you high. Ultimately everyone should be able to choose what treatment they want too, and I can respect that...I just think, perhaps, that doctors and chemists are not promoting the most helpful solution when maintenance is promoted in every situation, and raising your dose is hardly ever warned against.
I don't know if you remember or saw
this thread Stato, but it describes someone going from codeine to bupe then methadone, and I think it really documents how going on maintenance can really make life a whole lot worse for someone. The OP was also, I think, searching for maintenance that met his needs in terms of cravings, wd's and wellbeing, but that search instead just led to him making things worse and worse for himself, with ever increasing doses of bupe then methadone in search of a something I'm just not sure it's reasonable to expect of maintenace. My 2c anyway. I hope it works out for you.