forced treatment sucks
Greenlighter
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This is about methamphetamine (meth) and not mdma. I recently tried meth for the first time to offset the horrid side effects of the antipsychotics I'm on after seeing how well mdma worked. It was a different situation with meth. I fealt nothing for the first 4 or 5 times (smoking a point once or twice a day) and then decided to go hard and heavy because I wasn't feeling anything. I'm not proud of it, but I smoked about a gram (10 points) a day for the next 4 days... on day 4 for whatever reason, it finally kicks in and I got way too high, nearly overdosed. I made it through alive, but now I notice my tolerance is back to zero. Even taking the smallest dose such as 0.05 g orally (half a point) really affects me now. Same with mdma, tolerance back to square 1. This is great and I'm not complaining, but wanting an explanation. It seems that meth is such a strong dopamine agonist that it knocks the antipsychotics off of the receptors (primarily d2 and d3 dopamine receptors), returning my tolerance to zero as they were previously blocked by the antipsychotics. Have you heard of this happening before? No effects for the first many times, then all of a sudden I'm unlocked and receptors seem back to normal. Perhaps meth is a stronger agonist than these AP's. Of course meth is neuro toxic but maybe I did myself a favor. I feel like my old self now and the effects are ongoing. I plan to never touch meth again as the comedown was horrific.
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