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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards | negrogesic

Meth Discussion/Habits/Preference.

I've always been a balls to the wall kind of person. I like to do what I enjoy often and a lot of it. I don't binge anymore but I used to stay up average of 5 days and then sleep a day then repeat. Before using meth I was big on shrooms and lsd so I enjoy tripping. With staying up for so long and with how good the quality of the gear I was getting back then, I had crazy hallucinations and enjoyed them. I liked all the shadow people and ghosts that I would see around end of day 2 going into 3, and once day 4 hit I would see and be with what seemed real people. The walls would breathe heavy sometimes like on shrooms, just lots of stuff like that. The downside was at a certain point the things I would see and hear became evil and I draw the line at old dead looking witches peaking around the corners telling me terrible things. So that was when I would sleep, which is hard with voices but the benzos always helped. I ended up getting clean for 4 years and recently relapsed I believe 3 months ago and been daily using since. I go to sleep every night and work. It won't last for myself personally though. I don't know moderation. It's all or nothing for me sadly. For the time being I'll enjoy it and just have to fight it off yet again hopefully soon.
Too stay on topic. That was before. Now I wake up do a couple hot rails with a silicone nectar collector with quartz tip. Great because it doesn't burn and hot rails are a crazy smack in the face. I know it's a waste but it does feel really great. I'll hit the pipe through out the day and some bumps as well. My all time favorite ROA has to be plugging though. Just puts me in a state of bliss and thats when the porn sometimes has to come out.
 
I mostly tweak when I need to tweak to out tweak my fatigue problem. But sometimes I tweak just because I can and it's fun.
 
How often are you snorting meth and for how long have you been at it.
This is a weird question for me to word correctly, prior to a month ago I hadn’t touched it in probably a year or more. Just hadn’t had the time to tweak, or geek.
I got laid off a month ago, and had some money saved up, gave myself a budget I could spend on dope the time I’m laid off.
& Have pretty much done a line a day for almost 3 weeks, about 6-8 days ago maybe 10 max, I started going to two lines.
Now it’s stable around 2, then I pass out at 6-8am next day.

had crazy hallucinations
Dude I feel this rn, I did the rest of what little I had, and I have my budget for one more gram still.
But the rest of “what little I had” turned out to be a lot, and I am fucking rolling rn. If I take my legs away from my blanket I can feel all my hairs like popping up, jaw clenched as a mf, can hardly see well 😂🥴



TL/DR, about 3 weeks, 1 line a day, and I’m gacked rn
 
@YourxGod ya man that's something I'm surprised I forgot about when I was a tweaker. After day 3 my beard annoyed the shit out of me. Sometimes I would go into the bathroom and stare at the mirror for an hour or more just watching my hair grow and picking through it not understanding why its doing it. I would see things growing in it like a spider or whatever too. Also my whole body would feel like my pours were spitting out meth crystals but I know it was me tripping. Meth hallucinations are so weird and trippy that even if you take a picture of something your seeing on your phone, it'll be on that picture. Then when your sober you see the pic again and know you were just spun out 👀
 
@YourxGod ya man that's something I'm surprised I forgot about when I was a tweaker. After day 3 my beard annoyed the shit out of me. Sometimes I would go into the bathroom and stare at the mirror for an hour or more just watching my hair grow and picking through it not understanding why its doing it. I would see things growing in it like a spider or whatever too. Also my whole body would feel like my pours were spitting out meth crystals but I know it was me tripping. Meth hallucinations are so weird and trippy that even if you take a picture of something your seeing on your phone, it'll be on that picture. Then when your sober you see the pic again and know you were just spun out 👀
Oh fuck yea, I’m out tho, least till my guy reups, so I’m gonna take a small break.


After I find a another guy to buy from 🏃🏻🏃🏻🏃🏻
 
One thing I just realised today is that I really only like to smoke meth at night. While I may take top ups during the daytime on the second day of a multi-day binge I really prefer not to have anything before the sun goes down.

It was the same when I was a heavy drinker years ago. I would never ever day drink.

I think it makes a difference that I can usually sleep or at least get perfectly chill around 2 or 3 AM after a few bowls earlier in the evening.
 
Pretty normal occurrence for METH.
What is it with people on here and spelling meth in all caps? Is there some underlying meaning I'm missing or just cause meth is big bad and scary? I mean it is, but spelling it with all caps doesn't make it seem moreso.
 
What is it with people on here and spelling meth in all caps? Is there some underlying meaning I'm missing or just cause meth is big bad and scary?
Idfk I’m just a meth head myself, also I’ve never been in a drug “positive” forum before so, 🤷🏻‍♂️🤷🏻‍♂️
 
What is it with people on here and spelling meth in all caps? Is there some underlying meaning I'm missing or just cause meth is big bad and scary? I mean it is, but spelling it with all caps doesn't make it seem moreso.
Yeah. This has irritated me for some time especially because those who do it regularly post stuff that is judgy of tweakers. It doesn’t happen with any other drug.
 
Odd I haven't noticed that.

And the other day we had someone complaining about how they do that in medical studies and articles, capitalizing METH.

Seems like meth and heroin have legendary stigmata

I've noticed mentioning heroin use to people and their demeanor INSTANTLY changes in an obvious way.
 
Odd I haven't noticed that.

And the other day we had someone complaining about how they do that in medical studies and articles, capitalizing METH.

Seems like meth and heroin have legendary stigmata
Yes. It’s very common in journal articles. Same with AMPS.
 
Odd I haven't noticed that.

And the other day we had someone complaining about how they do that in medical studies and articles, capitalizing METH.

Seems like meth and heroin have legendary stigmata

I've noticed mentioning heroin use to people and their demeanor INSTANTLY changes in an obvious way.
Where I’m from there’s even a…line between dope and H users.
Each one kinda shits on the next, as if neither of the user is slowly killin themselves.

> stares in the mirror real fuckin hard 🥲🥲🥲
 
Yes. It’s very common in journal articles. Same with AMPS.
I've always wondered why some people pluralize it. "And then snafu ingested methamphetamines".

?? Nobody ever says "He smoked weeds" or "He injected many heroins that day"...?

Where I’m from there’s even a…line between dope and H users.
Each one kinda shits on the next, as if neither of the user is slowly killin themselves.

> stares in the mirror real fuckin hard 🥲🥲🥲
Oh yeah, and the whole Junkies vs Tweakers war is a real thing.

I used to hate on tweakers back in my heroin days. (even though I would often smoke meth myself)

it was more of a clique/personality/friend circle type thing I believe. I love meth lol, but I loved heroin more at the time.
 
Where I’m from there’s even a…line between dope and H users.
Each one kinda shits on the next, as if neither of the user is slowly killin themselves.

> stares in the mirror real fuckin hard 🥲🥲🥲
Are you from somewhere where they call meth "dope" and not heroin?

Yes. It’s very common in journal articles. Same with AMPS.

I hadn't noticed that but then again I also don't spend too much time reading scholarly articles these days.
 
Interchanges, contextual basis is what determines it here.
Hell they call weed dope, just depends on who you’re around.
I used to smoke weed and pretend not to be high around my mom, she would randomly burst into my room, look at my red eyes and exclaim "Have you been blowin' dope?!?!?!?!"

I would immediately burst out laughing and give myself away, it may have been the funniest thing I've ever heard.

Yeah "dope" is just "dope", drugs, it can be anything.

I think it originated as slang for heroin, but used for anything now.
 
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