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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards | negrogesic

meth and pornography - serious question

I don't think meth can be more brain damaging because of your activities. If you were concerned with damage, the best thing is to get high in a very cool environment. Meth raises body temperature, and studies have been done and the heat causes chemical reactions that produce most of the neurotoxicity. Also, these damages occur over long periods and usually with constant use, not so much once a week. If you live in a big city you're getting brain damage over time from the car pollution you breathe constantly which is neurotoxic. We have endless toxic matter in our lives. Seems wasteful to get too worked up about it
 
Erased how?
I mean thats great and all if its the case but how would that occur outside of a serious head injury?

I was going to say reading this thread makes me vaguely remember what it's like. But my memory from that period in my life as a whole is pretty bad. Staying up for days on end is not the way to remember things (since memories are stored in long term during REM sleep which a four day bender won't give you).
 
That is not an easy question to answer for several reasons.

1. Everyone reacts differently
2. Every batch of meth seems to have somewhat differing effects on people thanks to different isomer proportions, impurities, and cuts
3. Over time everyone’s experience of meth changes with tolerance (some of which is permanent)
4. The Route of Administration (smoking vs eating vs shooting vs plugging) effects the experience

Personally, if I’ve had a break from it and start again I will experience a mild euphoria (never as high as when I first started), a great sense of concentration and focus and a huge boost in sexual energy and general excitement. However, for me it is also quite introspective and I don’t get a ‘speedy body’ wanting to get up and do stuff all the time or popping out of my skin with quivering energy like some people do. I don’t get jaw clenching or stuff like that either but I sometimes get cramps if I take too much and get dehydrated as well. Basically I find it a really good drug for being into myself rather than being social.

i absolutely agree with what Atelier3 said.

Here’s something I noted also,
Are you paying xxx for a gram?? that’s way too much!!!
especially if your ripping a gram a day!
And a gram a day will quickly have NO effect on you. Tolerance seems to build quickly.
And did I read you drank the pipe water?? I don’t think there’s any effect from that.
I recommend trying to snort a very small finely chopped line
Very small like .20.
That amount will get you to a similar high for a similar time vs. smoking it
Unfortunately this drug is made different each time you score and It has different effects on everyone. Girls especially get tweaked the fuck out sitting in front of a mirror picking themselves.
Next time you get high, go WORKOUT!! Or. Go to a nature park outside
You will be amazed at how much energy and adrenaline you will have.
Try to stay off the porn........ that will fuck ur sex life up like someone else said
 
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. I was just wondering if I was even doing it right cause I should've felt depressed when I woke up this morning and I didn't.

Everybody experiences the comedown differently. When I first started it was full of existential dread and horror lasting days and I basically wanted to kill myself. Now it;s about as bad as I’d feel if I had the flu - a day in bed and I’m good at worst.
 
The whole sex thing with Amphetamines seemed pretty cool when I first started doing it. I've made bad decisions too many times due to speed and I can completely understand how someone could spend a literal day whackin.

But anyway, I think it would make you an anomaly to not be affected by such usage. If you're product is even close to pure, a gram is a large amount for that time period. I am really inexperienced with Meth. It was never a big thing up here. Maybe now.

I've done it 5 times probably. I bought .2g once and it lasted me 3 straight days of crazy. I think it's possible you're not experiencing a lot of trouble yet. I used to be able to drink almost a bottle of liquor and enjoy the next morning. I couldn't do that now.

I just think it's something you should keep in the fore of your mind dude. Even if you are not experiencing physical decay, that doesn't mean you cant have a ton of "social" problems. Using once a week doesn't mean you can't one day fall into a real addiction. Not at all.

Keep us posted dude.
 
But anyway, I think it would make you an anomaly to not be affected by such usage. If you're product is even close to pure, a gram is a large amount for that time period. I am really inexperienced with Meth. It was never a big thing up here. Maybe now.

I was wondering about this too and presumed the quality of the meth was pretty poor when the OP seems to indicate he has no tolerance.

Even as a regular IV user, if i took a month off I could probably have a quite euphoric 18 hour fap session on 0.3 grams.

If the gear is good a gram in that time would possibly give me overamped blurry vision, trembling extremities and drenching sweat while I fapped.

A gram in 18 hours is more like my usage at the end of a multi-month binge.
 
And did I read you drank the pipe water?? I don’t think there’s any effect from that.
Drinking meth bong water will actually get you extremely high but i cant even imagine how bad that would taste. People do it though 🤤

The only question you have to ask yourself is, do you wanna be that guy?
 
Thank you! I'm not the only one. I'm naturally very tolerant to Opioids but I guess Amphetamines are the opposite for me.

I dont know exactly what I got those couple times, but I assume they were .1mg. I bought one each day for 3 days and I was tweaked in every sense of the word.

I've heard anecdotally of folks doing 1g injections and I'm really stunned.
 
I've heard anecdotally of folks doing 1g injections and I'm really stunned.
Tolerance builds exponentially and its quite possible to be tweaking on 0.1g when you begin and then be needing between 0.5 and 1.0 g for the same effect if you IV regularly and often. But at that level the effects are often paradoxical and people won’t be tweaking out.
 
Tolerance builds exponentially and its quite possible to be tweaking on 0.1g when you begin and then be needing between 0.5 and 1.0 g for the same effect if you IV regularly and often. But at that level the effects are often paradoxical and people won’t be tweaking out.

As a former Heroin addict, I should be aware of the exponential potential for tolerance. I've lived mostly in New England my whole life. Meth wasn't big in Boston like dope so I was never a part of the speed culture.

I really would love to have more first-hand experience with people who use Meth. My commentary on the subject is only a few encounters, dextroamphetamine and what I've read.
 
I think Iv only done meth maybe once in highschool, what do you Guys like about the high ? From what I remember my jaw was clenched most the night and I couldn’t sit still and felt like I was gonna crawl out my skin, but I do have touretts so no stim sits well with me, what’s it like for normal people ?
Im probably not a normal person. High functioning autism, bipolar, add, etc etc.

For me though its like an emphemeral period of physical and mental freedom. It ramps me up in energy and tones me down in inhibitions. It expands my thought process and it blunts my fears to say whats on my mind.

After it goes on and on though, it can start going the opposite on every level except the energy. Cant sleep it off. Ill get stuck in some rut and do nothing except spin in circles for hours, spun like in a knot. If its been too long I might go into a psychosis, the shadow people are real. I hear them and theyre talking to and about me! Same voices for 3 years sice my first psychosis no mattet where I am!

Luckily the worst of it isnt my experience for the majority of my meth use. Even in full blown addiction. But it is usual end result. Its traumatizing and beautiful all the same. When its good, its fucking amazing. When its bad, I have scars l, and memories of psychosis, and having a fucked up life inside that are extremely damaging to my self esteem and its nearly ruined my life.

Meth is no joke. You will never experience anything quite like it again if you get it good, or bad. Be careful if you ever do it again.
 
And did I read you drank the pipe water?? I don’t think there’s any effect from..

There is. Its actually a good way to OD which is rare with meth if youve smoked that bong enough times, with enough product. Bongs are good for getting massive hits, but meth is also water soluble. Totally.

Some if it gets lost in the water.
 
Think yourselves lucky i did crank in the early 90s no internet and never kept magazines at home the old man would beat the fuck out of me if he found one . I would spend hours having a wank using my imagination seems impossible now but different time grazzes on dick but i would get there
 
Im probably not a normal person. High functioning autism, bipolar, add, etc etc.

For me though its like an emphemeral period of physical and mental freedom. It ramps me up in energy and tones me down in inhibitions. It expands my thought process and it blunts my fears to say whats on my mind.

After it goes on and on though, it can start going the opposite on every level except the energy. Cant sleep it off. Ill get stuck in some rut and do nothing except spin in circles for hours, spun like in a knot. If its been too long I might go into a psychosis, the shadow people are real. I hear them and theyre talking to and about me! Same voices for 3 years sice my first psychosis no mattet where I am!

Luckily the worst of it isnt my experience for the majority of my meth use. Even in full blown addiction. But it is usual end result. Its traumatizing and beautiful all the same. When its good, its fucking amazing. When its bad, I have scars l, and memories of psychosis, and having a fucked up life inside that are extremely damaging to my self esteem and its nearly ruined my life.

Meth is no joke. You will never experience anything quite like it again if you get it good, or bad. Be careful if you ever do it again.
Idk man I kinda think I’m lucky to have Tourettes so I can’t use stims(and no, it’s not like the Tourette’s in duece bigalo, I just have mild neck and jaw ticks no verbal ticks) cause everyone I know or have seen that uses meth is on another planet and generally just weird as fuck, obviously not everyone gets like that but that’s all Iv seen
 
I seem to have a really high natural tolerance. I know it’s not my shit being bunk. Obviously I’ve had bunk shit and I can tell because it doesn’t do shit for me mentally. Since day one I could eat and sleep while my friends stayed up for days and dropped weight like crazy. I get so calm and happy and chill. Sleep better, eat better. Haven’t met a lot of people like me. The guy I get the BEST stuff I’ve ever had from is like me and eats and sleeps fine and you would never guess he tweaks
 
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