fuckedinthehead
Greenlighter
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- Jan 22, 2020
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Fuck everything about this.
Did it at 7:30am. My friend mixed and did the shot for me. I don’t know how much it was. I told him several times to make it super small since I have no tolerance.
I got so fucking hot and sweaty. The room started spinning. My body felt heavy. Unbelievable nausea.
I’ve been puking all day. I haven’t even been able to hold down water. It’s been 8 or so hours and I finally managed to drive myself home. I knew I had a bottle of zofran so I took two of them as soon as I got in the door. Thank god. I got a meal from McDonalds and just ate that, hadn’t eaten in over 24 hours.
Obviously I did too fucking much. Horrible.
I spent yesterday using meth. Slammed it for the first time ever. Did 3 shots between 3-8:30pm. Turns out my tolerance is too fucking high and I didn’t get that infamous rush. He said I did .6g at the very least, probably closer to a gram, he said. It wasn’t anything special. It was good shit too, pretty clean. Although, sometimes it can feel too clean to me and not give me quite what I want.
Really fucked myself over by using so damn heavily this past couple months. Weekly binges. 3-5 days long. Huge oral doses.
Nothing I’ve tried has hit me harder than oral dosing. First time I did it was unbelievable, really skyrocketed my addiction I think. That was only a few months ago. I thought injecting would be even better, but it wasn’t.
Fuck my stupid drug addicted life. I feel like absolute shit. What the fuck am I doing?
I’m planning to go to inpatient treatment soon. The wheels are in motion.
I hate this.
Mother fucker who did my shots also definitely took the rest of my meth too. Wasn’t there when I went to get it. He went out this morning. Fuck it.
Also, missed one of the meth shots in my hand. Hurt like a bitch. My hand still doesn’t look right. Did the last few in my feet. My veins are super tricky, that’s why I had to have someone else do it.
Did it at 7:30am. My friend mixed and did the shot for me. I don’t know how much it was. I told him several times to make it super small since I have no tolerance.
I got so fucking hot and sweaty. The room started spinning. My body felt heavy. Unbelievable nausea.
I’ve been puking all day. I haven’t even been able to hold down water. It’s been 8 or so hours and I finally managed to drive myself home. I knew I had a bottle of zofran so I took two of them as soon as I got in the door. Thank god. I got a meal from McDonalds and just ate that, hadn’t eaten in over 24 hours.
Obviously I did too fucking much. Horrible.
I spent yesterday using meth. Slammed it for the first time ever. Did 3 shots between 3-8:30pm. Turns out my tolerance is too fucking high and I didn’t get that infamous rush. He said I did .6g at the very least, probably closer to a gram, he said. It wasn’t anything special. It was good shit too, pretty clean. Although, sometimes it can feel too clean to me and not give me quite what I want.
Really fucked myself over by using so damn heavily this past couple months. Weekly binges. 3-5 days long. Huge oral doses.
Nothing I’ve tried has hit me harder than oral dosing. First time I did it was unbelievable, really skyrocketed my addiction I think. That was only a few months ago. I thought injecting would be even better, but it wasn’t.
Fuck my stupid drug addicted life. I feel like absolute shit. What the fuck am I doing?
I’m planning to go to inpatient treatment soon. The wheels are in motion.
I hate this.
Mother fucker who did my shots also definitely took the rest of my meth too. Wasn’t there when I went to get it. He went out this morning. Fuck it.
Also, missed one of the meth shots in my hand. Hurt like a bitch. My hand still doesn’t look right. Did the last few in my feet. My veins are super tricky, that’s why I had to have someone else do it.
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