Innerpeace
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Nov 15, 2012
- Messages
- 846
I find I think about when I want to use next, and think about it a lot
Since 2015 have used 6 x's (empathogen and psychedelic) last time was over three months ago and use very responsibly, testing the stuff for purity, making sure dosing is within tolerance range of the batch (each batch purity is different and that takes experience)
I find I have no desire to do anything ; although, think about it a lot, and come on the forums . sometimes talk about it to people i think its okay to, although thats probably not the smartest thing to do. I took a 13, year break from 2002-2015 from everything and even then I used to think about mdma, as I guess the feeling, rush of chemicals is in awe to think of
is this something to be concerned about?
anyone ever do a month break , like some ppl do with porn, where you make a commitment to not look at any of this stuff? bc coming on the forums seems to feed the thoughts.
its no biggie, just something ive noticed and a topic of disscussion
Since 2015 have used 6 x's (empathogen and psychedelic) last time was over three months ago and use very responsibly, testing the stuff for purity, making sure dosing is within tolerance range of the batch (each batch purity is different and that takes experience)
I find I have no desire to do anything ; although, think about it a lot, and come on the forums . sometimes talk about it to people i think its okay to, although thats probably not the smartest thing to do. I took a 13, year break from 2002-2015 from everything and even then I used to think about mdma, as I guess the feeling, rush of chemicals is in awe to think of
is this something to be concerned about?
anyone ever do a month break , like some ppl do with porn, where you make a commitment to not look at any of this stuff? bc coming on the forums seems to feed the thoughts.
its no biggie, just something ive noticed and a topic of disscussion