MDPV Megathread 11: Still sorting all the porn.

[Tangerine Dream]

Right. I am a total fucking IDIOT! So stupid. I have had my mxe and mdpv bags mixed up for days now. Personally till tonight I had hardly had any (wat I thought was Peevee) as I was taking ODT. But my friend who also chose to have some peevee has been on it minor for a couple of days now. I only bloodily noticed just now when I went for first IM dose (120g) to m-hole... and obviously you can guess the 'surprise'. Very very very poor show on my part. All I can hope is that if I had anything dangerous at dosages similar I would have taken more care... but, know knows :S

Never done this before. Only other thing I can think of is the fact we have been having small bumps because we are busy moving house, we had't noticed. Also I just did not smell or taste test it. I feel responsible, luckily I subjected my friend to low doses of mxd :/ and I have just had a load of peevee to slap me down and make me think :O Incredibly stupid oversight. Damn.

Now to be awake all night wanking and thinking :/ Deary me.

 

[Hangover]

Working tomorrow?

 

[Tangerine Dream]

No job right now but I had intended to get at least enough sleep to be useful tomorrow. Moving house and in last week before cross over period ends. I'll pull it together, have to.

 

[Shambles]

Yikes, TD. That could've been very nasty indeed - glad it wasn't this time

Have done similar myself in the past so have taken to writing whatever is in the baggie on the label in big capitals myself rather than relying on the printed labels which tend to fade with handling or get scuffed up - or are simply too fuzzy to read when yer eyes go all googly on peev or whatever.

Under the circumstances I'd recommend the wanking option over the thinking one tonight cos will only end up getting immensely pissed off about things probably. Better to work off some of that energy. 120mg IM? That should have you keen for quite some time

 

[Tangerine Dream]

I just find it rediculas on my end still. The fact its taken 2 or 3 days to revial the unconscious swap of baggies front he start is even worse. I just thought that I had correctly identified thee peeves bag which chem name from there same weight bag of mxe. But Looking at it now, I didn't do a smell or taste or colour test, it just seemed to be right from what I read, but I was wrong (obviously.) Ugh. I am distraught at my behaviour/lack of thought. I never intend and rarely am the cause of human error. Let alone potentially harming someone else who has complete faith in my ability to know what I am doing. I've just been totally honest with her now, and it is LUCKY... maybe I don't deserve that being so...but this is so out out of character for me. It wasn't a conscious laziness, it was a weird acceptance that I had read things right and proceeded from there. God, I'll be reweighing/rereading/all the double/triple checking like nothing ever before after this, for everything in future :/

Yeah I am okay luckily diclaz and booze have taken the edge of of what would otherwise have been a bit overwhelming to say the least. No cockiness here, no laziness, just...wrongness. Not enough checks, just thought I'd identified my products :/ Most poor, and I will stop saying that now, but christ, what a wake up shock :S Never let your guard down or a second :/ Countless times I have had mxd and peeves before and never mixed them up. I just must have got too confident. Really shocked at myself

Anyway, that won't be happening ever again. Far too close to a fuck up potentially.

Yeah 120mg IMed and ready for the echos/tiny helicopters... I soon new something was very wrong :/

 

[Shambles]

Most important thing is no real harm done and it seems a lesson learned which should hopefully keep it that way in future. Also always good to mention when this kinda thing happens (which it does) so hopefully it serves as a reminder to others to make damn sure they know which substance is in which baggie and not fall into the trap of getting overly blase about it.

Oddly enough it was rather the other way around when I got baggies mixed up. Thought I was sniffing a line of 4-FA but actually sniffed a line of MXE. Around five hours later I came around sat on the floor on t'other side of the room. I'm probably best off being grateful for having no memory whatsoever of what happened inbetween. Even more grateful that most of the substances that are at all likely to be found in baggies in my vicinity are unlikely to be fatal even with taking waaaaaaaaaaay more than intended. Some would most certainly spoil one's evening, mind. Some would no doubt go on to ruin the next day too. And possibly a few others.

If in any doubt a few basic tests really should be absolutely mandatory. It is indeed a bit scary when - for whatever reason - they don't happen. As long as the shock to the system has positive consequences it's maybe not such a bad thing though. At least it's in the "Blimey I was not expecting that and lawdy am I in for a night of it now" camp rather than the more final camp.

Don't beat yourself up too much but do take the hint and keep better track of baggies and their contents. And happy wanking

 

[Tangerine Dream]

Yeah, I just am still annoyed. Damn, if the bag said their shorter mostly obvious names (MXE, MDPV) as well as the more confusing longer chemical names, that would help. But really, I am not passing the buck. I guess I'm trying to think of any method of stopping this happening any more often than it does have to, bar what I should do when I see/use them. I tend to blame myself for things in general, but especially drug stuff, especially (especially especially) when I am the one looked to for guidance. Blind guidance is no good in any case maybe. Regardless, you are right shambles. I fucked up and luckily it wasn't a scenario this time to prove hospital worthy or worse. But I had honestly thought I'd 'grown up'/got more sensible with things like this (assuming you can agree taking any RCs is sensible/or rather can be).

Reality shock that didn't occur when my mate died over a year ago now. That was harsh in all manor or different ways but deep down I know he knew more than me and was responsible/on different things etc. So while I blamed and likely always will still blame myself (logic doesn't always win ) it was different to this. This is a short sharp much unexpected shock, completely my fault and luckily not a deadly/hospitalisation lesson, but I know too well that was possible given my less than 100% attention being utilised when opening things. Never again. Be careful everyone :/ arrogance/getting used to being careful even CAN potentially be fatal. Anyway, that's enough verbal onslaught for one night :/ Damn. Cheers for putting up with me!

I'm going to go and 'relax' quietly and rapidly and no doubt ultimately frustrated! I deserve it! Night

 

[Shambles]

Damn, if the bag said their shorter mostly obvious names (MXE, MDPV) as well as the more confusing longer chemical names, that would help

That's what I write in big capital letters.

Enjoy the *ahem* relaxation

 

[mydrugbuddy]

ODT is good oral, I think snorted is actually a bit of a waste, wouldn't vape it myself.

Just saw the price it's going for, damn, too much. Back in the day I'm sure I got a whole gram for less than that

was gonna say dont forget that the prices quoted are in €s. But then i remembered that you aye somehwre in Europe that isnt the UK. I cant remember how much it was last time, but once you convert the price into £ sterling it cant be all that much more expensive, can it?

 

[Tangerine Dream]

That's what I write in big capital letters.

Enjoy the *ahem* relaxation

Alas none was had, I was so unrelaxed. Probably for the better, my heart rate may have took on hummingbird heart like speeds at just the first hour out of what would have been countless of inconceivable amounts of 'hard punishment'. Could do without a bloody stump adding psychical harm to yet another of my tender, drug filled and fuelled organs.

 

[Shambles]

was gonna say dont forget that the prices quoted are in €s. But then i remembered that you aye somehwre in Europe that isnt the UK. I cant remember how much it was last time, but once you convert the price into £ sterling it cant be all that much more expensive, can it?

About £25/half. Is that pricey? Compared to the original batches yes, yes it is. About double the price. Compared to other opies? Not really. Kinda depends what your expectations are really....

Also, in relation to the quote, I only got around to snorting and worked out damn fine for me. If that's the least viable RoA my interest may have been raised some...

 

[fasteddy7a]

fasteddy7a said:10-04-2013

salutations

New member... long time reader of these forums, especially this thread. I am just a regular dude who has fallen in love with the PV. Completely rational, intelligent and loving person who now has a inner mistress who has my mind by the respective balls. I have been a stim lover for 20 years.... but never at this level. I relate to everything that is discussed in this thread, and feel as one with all of you... for we know the world of the mighty PV.

I have been very unfortunate in my quest with my evil mistress MDPV over the last year. She has taken everything I have ever loved away from me. A loving wife, 2 kids, jobs, house....everything. A handful of stays in mental wards, incarceration by the legal system. She is very evil indeed. As we all know, the evil mistress MDPV can grab you by the nuts or clit and drag you around as its little demented and perverse sexual troll. I have been in the depths of the PV world many times.. the complete lack of comprehension for all that is rational. And I love it. She did not make me choose her... I made my choices to continue entering her world and say fuck you to my loved ones. I cannot begin to describe the horrors they endured... witnessing a loving man, father, son and husband turn into a PV dripping schitzo. The emotional toll is unbearable at times.... I think that is the biggest 'side effect' for me. The utter lack of control I have when my PV mistress comes calling mystifies me. I had to give her up... no matter how much I love her sweet, amber, semen tasting vapors. They entice me. I cannot maintain any form of humanity nor control myself around her. Too many times have I entered her world only to come back to mine in complete ruin. Instead... I choose to date her cousin apvp who is softer and a bit more controllable. She will come visit in the next day bearing a 3g gift. I am salivating at the chance to binge on her vapors for days. See what her world has to offer. I will expose unsuspecting women to her for my twisted sexual desires. She will invade their virgin minds and show them lust and desires they never knew they had. I am feeling very... very excited for they days ahead.

 

[mydrugbuddy]

Sorry to read that, thats exactly the sort of "drugs wrecked my life story" that sadends me greatly. You still have the time to turn things around and start again though, i do realise that that is far easier said than done.

 

[fasteddy7a]

The above post was where I was over a year ago.....posted in megathread 9.

Quite a lot has changed in my life since that time. I have since been clean from all drugs, even alcohol as of 7-7-2013. Roughly 3 months after above post.

Recently I have found myself here reading all of the megathreads and feeling every part 'ONE' with everyone who posts here. The experiences I have had with Pyrovalerones are all quite similar to everyone else's. Indeed, for me I am a compulsive binger when it comes to stims...any of them. Mdpv/apvp is quite a unique substance, taken me places both good and bad. No sense in rehashing old tales...as I said all too similar to everyone's here. All I can say that it is the one drug that has truly marked me in some way....always that desire to take that plunge into blissful madness we all know. Even after more than a year clean.

While I may not be a husband anymore... I am a father. A much better one than I have ever been. That's what keeps me moving forward, rebuilding what I destroyed long ago due to my compulsive nature of substance abuse.

Yet I find that desire...... for another trip down mdpv lane.

 

[kingme]

perhaps it would be useful and interesting to hear the tale of how you actually managed to give up the addiction. it might inspire others to do the same, or the very least prove that it is possible... ive seen many on this thread seemingly irrationally going back to this in spite of all the wrong its done them

 

[foolsgold]

think i need to get back on this stuff for a while 20g mpa and 6 g of eph in just over a week cost way to much

 

[Sammy G]

Yeah, just get back on the MDPV. That'll solve everything.

Sometimes I actually wonder if you're for real. Depressingly, it would appear that you are.

 

[kingme]

think i need to get back on this stuff for a while 20g mpa and 6 g of eph in just over a week cost way to much

i think if you factor in sanity and maybe health you re better off. with almost anything else but mdpv

 

[monstanoodle]

I'm SO glad that I despise the shit now - It took a massive incident to make me see and feel the reason to kick PV in the face and tell it to get to fuck - I could still buy some now but don't want to.
And, as all of you that have used PV, that should be almost impossible and unbelievable. But when you end up in hospital and then think back to the other completely fucking mad and really real seeming hallucinations that you went through, and how it's impacted other people's lives too....

FUCK YOU FOR GOOD PEEEEEEEEV!

 

[Acid4Blood]

^ Amen to that!