goinginfected
Greenlighter
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- Jun 16, 2013
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I have used mdma on and off for since I was about 16 years old, rolled for the first time at age 15 and I am now 19 years old. There has definitely been some times in my life when I have rolled more than others, and I seem to have found myself using it a lot more frequently now again, for example I've rolled the last two weekends in a row.
All throughout 2015 I did coke semi-frequently and primarily drank alcohol. Coke started to show its evil side of taking all of my money and making me fight with my friends for essentially nothing in return while also becoming increasingly hard on my body. So this year I decided to scale back almost entirely on cocaine, but rolling now seems to have come back into my main drug of choice. I've done it probably twice per month so far in 2016 but I've also realized this is probably even less healthy than the coke habit.
I wish I had never been introduced to drugs like that so young but I'm in the situation I'm in now. I haven't noticed any serious negative effects aside from motivational issues in life, but I don't expect that to last at the rate I have been going these last few years.
I've decided now to give myself at LEAST a month before each roll for my own brain health, if I can kick a coke habit I can kick this right? I still enjoy getting fucked up but realize this is far from sustainable if I want to live a normal functioning life, and want to severely cut back or stop completely. I'm just wondering if anyone has any experience or knowledge about how frequent drug use particularly mdma has affected them over an extended few years, particularly if you started as young as I did? Either way the damage has been done, so any tips on health and safety moving forward would be appreciated as well.
All throughout 2015 I did coke semi-frequently and primarily drank alcohol. Coke started to show its evil side of taking all of my money and making me fight with my friends for essentially nothing in return while also becoming increasingly hard on my body. So this year I decided to scale back almost entirely on cocaine, but rolling now seems to have come back into my main drug of choice. I've done it probably twice per month so far in 2016 but I've also realized this is probably even less healthy than the coke habit.
I wish I had never been introduced to drugs like that so young but I'm in the situation I'm in now. I haven't noticed any serious negative effects aside from motivational issues in life, but I don't expect that to last at the rate I have been going these last few years.
I've decided now to give myself at LEAST a month before each roll for my own brain health, if I can kick a coke habit I can kick this right? I still enjoy getting fucked up but realize this is far from sustainable if I want to live a normal functioning life, and want to severely cut back or stop completely. I'm just wondering if anyone has any experience or knowledge about how frequent drug use particularly mdma has affected them over an extended few years, particularly if you started as young as I did? Either way the damage has been done, so any tips on health and safety moving forward would be appreciated as well.