I recently purchased some mdma at a festival. I tested it and it tested positive for mdma on both the marquis and mandelin reagents. It turned purple to black on the marquis as it should, but it definitely took at least 15 seconds to turn black (concerning?). On the mandelin test it turned black and fizzled right away.
The dealer said to "be careful" and to only take "half a tenth" at first. I thought that this was just a sales pitch to say how "good" it is because it sounded absurd to me to only take 50mg when normally the doses I take are 125mg or a little more. (I'm 5'6 female 130lbs) Anyways I took his advice (just to be safe) and only took 44mg to be exact and was surprised to find that I definitely felt the roll pretty noticably for such a small dose (granted I had a completely empty stomach, and I should also note that I had drank four beers prior to taking it). I decided not to re-dose because I was def feeling it and honestly wasn't enjoying it. This was around my 10th roll in my life and I felt a tightness in my chest the entire time that was really bothering/frightening me. I also felt very lazy/tired and just couldn't wait to go to my warm tent (it was freezing out) and go to bed (maybe I didn't take enough to get the amphetamine/speedy effects?). I also didn't really feel like talking, which is very unusual for me on mdma. Usually all I want to do is conversate and bond. I didn't have much noticeable empathy and didn't seem to get the "feel good" body high. Overall I just felt tired, anxious, and very delirious (yet clear headed). It felt like mdma, but different at the same time. I just wanted the roll to be over. My boyfriend took 42mg and he also felt the roll, but he enjoyed it. He said he felt great. The next day I was very tired and lazy, which is common the day after mdma. But I did notice that the depression was not nearly as bad as it usually is in the days following the roll.
I guess my question here is why such a small dose did so much when it never did anything before? And why did it have such a different effect? Is this just what happens when it loses its magic? Do you think it was probably cut, and if so, what substances is mdma commonly cut with? I was thinking maybe 5-mapb or DXM, and I hear that DXM and mdma is a dangerous combo. You guys got any other ideas? I have some more of the stuff and am debating whether or not I want to bother trying a normal size dose. If I felt that much off 44mg, who knows what I'll feel from 125mg. I just don't want it to be cut with something that is dangerous at higher doses. Just curious of everyone's opinions and experiences.
EDIT - Is it necessary to wait another several weeks before rolling again, even when the dose taken was so low? I know that it is important to space out rolls, and I generally wait about 8-10 weeks in between. But I am unsure of whether a 44mg dose should be really "counted" as a roll.
The dealer said to "be careful" and to only take "half a tenth" at first. I thought that this was just a sales pitch to say how "good" it is because it sounded absurd to me to only take 50mg when normally the doses I take are 125mg or a little more. (I'm 5'6 female 130lbs) Anyways I took his advice (just to be safe) and only took 44mg to be exact and was surprised to find that I definitely felt the roll pretty noticably for such a small dose (granted I had a completely empty stomach, and I should also note that I had drank four beers prior to taking it). I decided not to re-dose because I was def feeling it and honestly wasn't enjoying it. This was around my 10th roll in my life and I felt a tightness in my chest the entire time that was really bothering/frightening me. I also felt very lazy/tired and just couldn't wait to go to my warm tent (it was freezing out) and go to bed (maybe I didn't take enough to get the amphetamine/speedy effects?). I also didn't really feel like talking, which is very unusual for me on mdma. Usually all I want to do is conversate and bond. I didn't have much noticeable empathy and didn't seem to get the "feel good" body high. Overall I just felt tired, anxious, and very delirious (yet clear headed). It felt like mdma, but different at the same time. I just wanted the roll to be over. My boyfriend took 42mg and he also felt the roll, but he enjoyed it. He said he felt great. The next day I was very tired and lazy, which is common the day after mdma. But I did notice that the depression was not nearly as bad as it usually is in the days following the roll.
I guess my question here is why such a small dose did so much when it never did anything before? And why did it have such a different effect? Is this just what happens when it loses its magic? Do you think it was probably cut, and if so, what substances is mdma commonly cut with? I was thinking maybe 5-mapb or DXM, and I hear that DXM and mdma is a dangerous combo. You guys got any other ideas? I have some more of the stuff and am debating whether or not I want to bother trying a normal size dose. If I felt that much off 44mg, who knows what I'll feel from 125mg. I just don't want it to be cut with something that is dangerous at higher doses. Just curious of everyone's opinions and experiences.
EDIT - Is it necessary to wait another several weeks before rolling again, even when the dose taken was so low? I know that it is important to space out rolls, and I generally wait about 8-10 weeks in between. But I am unsure of whether a 44mg dose should be really "counted" as a roll.
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