Hello Everyone,
So first off I will start off by saying that I love MDMA, like it's the best. I started taking MDMA (pressed pills or molly) about 4 years ago and it was a feeling like I've never felt before.
Here are the feelings I get from it:
-completely uninhibited
-the most confident ever, I can literally go up to any girl or group of people and start talking and engaging people
-relaxed/chill
-i'm not in my head, I'm completely present to the moment in any conversation
Normally I have really bad generalized anxiety and social anxiety. This is honestly the only thing I have ever taken that makes me feel normal. The problem is, I obviously know that I can't over-use MDMA. I've been taking it once or twice per month for the last 6-8 months. I am not doing it for the high, I am just simply doing it because it is the only thing I have found that makes me feel completely relaxed and normal in social situations. Usually when I'm talking to someone, I have a million things i'm thinking about and I am very self conscious of myself in the situation. With MDMA, I can actually go out and have fun, and live my life, even if its just for one night.
In the past, because I know that SSRI's & SNRI's effect the same chemical in the brain, seratonin, (except increase it instead of release it all at once). I have tried, Prozac (for a week), Effexor (for a week), and Celexa (for a week). I only tried them for a week because I got extremely bad anxiety from all 3 pills. Like to the point I didn't want to go outside and socialize with anyone, on the phone or anything. Celexa was the worst as it just made me not care about ANYTHING, calling anyone, doing work, texting anyone back, anything, I just wanted to sleep, plus I had increased anxiety. I run a business so I essentially work my own hours, but all three made my production in business slow down due to such bad anxiety.
I am thinking of giving Effexor or Prozac another shot, perhaps 3-4 weeks, and just push through the increased anxiety, so that I can really see more of the full effects of the drugs. My question is, for anyone on this board, who has both used MDMA, and SSRI's or SNRI's, once the full effects of the medicine kick in, is it anywhere compareable to MDMA? Like do you feel the same relaxed, happy, and confident feeling as you do when using MDMA, even to a lesser extent?
I've had horrible anxiety for about 7 years, and I'm just ready to be happy and live my life again.
Thanks
So first off I will start off by saying that I love MDMA, like it's the best. I started taking MDMA (pressed pills or molly) about 4 years ago and it was a feeling like I've never felt before.
Here are the feelings I get from it:
-completely uninhibited
-the most confident ever, I can literally go up to any girl or group of people and start talking and engaging people
-relaxed/chill
-i'm not in my head, I'm completely present to the moment in any conversation
Normally I have really bad generalized anxiety and social anxiety. This is honestly the only thing I have ever taken that makes me feel normal. The problem is, I obviously know that I can't over-use MDMA. I've been taking it once or twice per month for the last 6-8 months. I am not doing it for the high, I am just simply doing it because it is the only thing I have found that makes me feel completely relaxed and normal in social situations. Usually when I'm talking to someone, I have a million things i'm thinking about and I am very self conscious of myself in the situation. With MDMA, I can actually go out and have fun, and live my life, even if its just for one night.
In the past, because I know that SSRI's & SNRI's effect the same chemical in the brain, seratonin, (except increase it instead of release it all at once). I have tried, Prozac (for a week), Effexor (for a week), and Celexa (for a week). I only tried them for a week because I got extremely bad anxiety from all 3 pills. Like to the point I didn't want to go outside and socialize with anyone, on the phone or anything. Celexa was the worst as it just made me not care about ANYTHING, calling anyone, doing work, texting anyone back, anything, I just wanted to sleep, plus I had increased anxiety. I run a business so I essentially work my own hours, but all three made my production in business slow down due to such bad anxiety.
I am thinking of giving Effexor or Prozac another shot, perhaps 3-4 weeks, and just push through the increased anxiety, so that I can really see more of the full effects of the drugs. My question is, for anyone on this board, who has both used MDMA, and SSRI's or SNRI's, once the full effects of the medicine kick in, is it anywhere compareable to MDMA? Like do you feel the same relaxed, happy, and confident feeling as you do when using MDMA, even to a lesser extent?
I've had horrible anxiety for about 7 years, and I'm just ready to be happy and live my life again.
Thanks