I am hoping that some one reads this. I am 28 years old now and through ages 19-22 I went to a lot of raves, and special "parties" so I was rolling maybe 5-6 times a month and that was some crazy memories I made and I thought it was some of the best memories of my life with all the women and traveling. When I stopped doing E I started noticing these little spells I had that lasted about 10-15 seconds almost like a pill when it first kicks in, while getting a felling of deja vu and a little tingle in my body. It was hard to hide these spells from surrounding people but I learned how to just hide it from people since I would some times have 10-12 of these episodes a day and sometimes only 1-2 a week, so they were very sporadic. I kind of enjoyed these episodes because they did feel kind of good..a few years forward, and I am 25 now and at work when one of my episodes comes up, and I am thinking nothing of it and start going through it and notice it is a stronger feeling of europhoria, and next thing I know I am waking up looking inside of an ambulance, where the e.m.t.'s tell me I just had a grand mal seizure, and later I got diagnosed with generalized myclonic epilepsy and find out all of those little spells I had were seizures too. I lost my license twice, take meds that mess up my head and memory, and had altered the rest of my life. I found out that I had developed epilepsy because of the "rolls" I had taked for those few years. If I could go back I would not take them again since now I see how many other people that I knew had developed epilepsy also, please if you are taking them stop because I will tell you its not worth what it does to the rest of your life, but if you are anything like I was you will just read this and disregard it while saying "that won't happen to me because________". you go ahead and fill in the blank if you feel that lucky.....