sorry for the late reply guys i've been extremely busy with school and work. i haven't had any time to check this thread
and to @Grandad46, i believe any damage to your IQ or brain (long term) is a result of constantly smoking. prior to this edible experience, the last time i smoked was a year before that. i highly doubt that one or two experiences dropped my IQ. i understand that my brain is still developing but one time, i believe, shouldn't have any dangerous effects on me. correct me if i'm wrong, though.
to @Fresco, no there isnt any discomfort. i just lose my appetite. last time it happened, at least.
to @samm2, i don't know what it is, that's the problem. am i more prone to anxiety attacks? i've also been having a lot of anger issues that manifest itself at certain points (obviously when i get upset or angry).
i tried to eat something during my attack but i just couldn't. my diet isnt the best but it's definitely normal. i do eat healthy. somewhat. i dont eat a lot of sugar or crappy snacks and i do have nuts once in a while.
i honestly think it's some sort of mental health issue. the anxiety, the constant feeling of sadness/depression/crap, the anger issues, the isolation issues, the dp/dr, etc etc. everything that i swept under the rug has come out. that's my theory at least. some blood work or a doctor's visit would be nice but, again, i don't want to involve my parents because that'll just worry them even more. my only solution is to ride this out or visit my college's mental health center. but i was thinking about what one of the posts above said and i don't know how my school's mental health center works. the last thing i want is to be placed on some sort of list. i wouldn't mention my drug experience but, still, i don't know what they'll do if i tell them what's been going on. maybe i'm just being overly paranoid, though. my condition for the most part hasn't gotten better. i generally feel like trash and i get dizzy spells on some occasions
i'll see what i can do to fix this. for now i'm just going to lay low
and to @Grandad46, i believe any damage to your IQ or brain (long term) is a result of constantly smoking. prior to this edible experience, the last time i smoked was a year before that. i highly doubt that one or two experiences dropped my IQ. i understand that my brain is still developing but one time, i believe, shouldn't have any dangerous effects on me. correct me if i'm wrong, though.
to @Fresco, no there isnt any discomfort. i just lose my appetite. last time it happened, at least.
to @samm2, i don't know what it is, that's the problem. am i more prone to anxiety attacks? i've also been having a lot of anger issues that manifest itself at certain points (obviously when i get upset or angry).
i tried to eat something during my attack but i just couldn't. my diet isnt the best but it's definitely normal. i do eat healthy. somewhat. i dont eat a lot of sugar or crappy snacks and i do have nuts once in a while.
i honestly think it's some sort of mental health issue. the anxiety, the constant feeling of sadness/depression/crap, the anger issues, the isolation issues, the dp/dr, etc etc. everything that i swept under the rug has come out. that's my theory at least. some blood work or a doctor's visit would be nice but, again, i don't want to involve my parents because that'll just worry them even more. my only solution is to ride this out or visit my college's mental health center. but i was thinking about what one of the posts above said and i don't know how my school's mental health center works. the last thing i want is to be placed on some sort of list. i wouldn't mention my drug experience but, still, i don't know what they'll do if i tell them what's been going on. maybe i'm just being overly paranoid, though. my condition for the most part hasn't gotten better. i generally feel like trash and i get dizzy spells on some occasions
i'll see what i can do to fix this. for now i'm just going to lay low