bonezthesquad
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Back in may I smoked what I thought to be weed (though post taking it I am convinced it was something else). I had smoked it before but never really got high and I would get frustrated due to the fact that everyone always talked about weed and I couldn?t understand the fuss. So I took two or three big hits, waited a couple minutes and felt nothing. I then took another few hits and waited. It hit me like a fucking locomotive. I was sitting on a bench with my friend and suddenly I felt like I was watching us smoke from a bird?s eye view and we were like cartoon characters. I then started to freak out a little bit and had a full scale panic attack. However, there was one very specific part of the experience that sticks with me. I suddenly felt like reality was shrinking around me, it continued to shrink down to one specific point. Upon reaching this point I felt like I understood the entire universe.
I interpreted it to mean either my entire existence is an illusion or we (the human race) along with the rest of the universe is one source of energy. I have since been battling with depersonalisation and derealisation but no matter how much I tell myself ?It was just drugs?, can?t help but wonder if actually I am not mentally ill but rather I have unlocked the secret of the universe. I then felt like I was being tested for some sort of alien experiment.
Can anyone shed some light?
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substancecode_cannabis
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roacode_smoked
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I interpreted it to mean either my entire existence is an illusion or we (the human race) along with the rest of the universe is one source of energy. I have since been battling with depersonalisation and derealisation but no matter how much I tell myself ?It was just drugs?, can?t help but wonder if actually I am not mentally ill but rather I have unlocked the secret of the universe. I then felt like I was being tested for some sort of alien experiment.
Can anyone shed some light?
substancecode_marijuana
substancecode_cannabis
explevel_firsttime
roacode_smoked
roacode_inhaled
exptype_positive
exptype_spiritual
exptype_difficult
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