Cones are *absolutely* vital for a smooth comedown. Not only for the emotional stuff and letting your mind just switch off, but also to stop your muscles from jittering from all the amphetamines you've subjected them to.
mona, you *are* more friendly and less stressed when you've had a cone. Much more pleasant to be around because you do stop being moody. But I'm a little concerned about your having cones before going to uni.
I know you say it's only when you need it and when you're feeling exceptionally shitty but pot is such an easy thing to get psycologically addicted to. It's so easy to go from the 'I'll have one cone to get me to uni' to the 'oh one more cone won't hurt, missing one lecture won't hurt'. I've seen so many of my friends become people who cannot leave the house without having a cone. To them, being stoned is being normal. They don't know what it's like to be normal anymore.
I can see you sitting there thinking I'm over reacting, precisely what you didn't want us to do in this thread. But I've seen it happen so many times.
Please stick to your smoking rules. You're doing so well in uni now, don't ruin it just because the pot fixes your moods. Now that you've realised what it is that's affecting your relationships with the people close to you, you need to learn how to fix it. Not just smoke pot. Will your mum appreciate it if she knows you have to smoke pot to be normal around her? I certainly wouldn't appreciate it if you had to be stoned when you saw me to improve your friendship with me.
I know you're going to go off the deep end, saying I took what you were saying the wrong way. But like I said, I've seen people give up so much cause they smoke so much pot. So like I said, just make sure you stick to your smoking rules. And don't change them!