Hello everyone I tried LSD for the first time in early January this year. I did it because lots of my friends said it was amazing and a great spiritual and physical experience. I was not set up well or prepared for it because I was so excited to try it. I did it in my room at midnight (don't tell me how retarded that is I KNOW) ALONE, and stayed in there for a while. It was fine and I didn't really feel like it was taking effect. After about 45 minutes of a full "sunshine tab" (thats what the dealer called it.) I didn't really feel different. I was listening to music and it was alright, I did see a guitar in a red room with notes flying out of it but that's all really. From what my friends told me I was expecting more intense visuals and things like that. I went outside and smoked a bowl and that's where it went downhill. Immediately the cannabis and LSD combo started mindfucking me! I was thinking so hard it felt like I was watching myself watching myself. It also felt like my stomach was bleeding and tons of weird shit like that. After that night, everytime I tried smoking weed, I get an anxiety attack. Before I did LSD I was smoking almost everyday from November to January. It's been about 5 weeks since my last attempt on smoking weed. The last time I did it i was with a friend I only had ONE hit and i started feeling freaky. We got out and walked around and it felt like everything was textured and light coloured i was super sketched out. I demanded to go home and i went to bed immediately just trying to sleep it out. The weird thoughts also returned. I want to be able to enjoy smoking again... how would I go about that? The anxiety and insecurity has almost completely stopped now that ive been drug free for about 5 weeks (other than some beers). Should I wait longer and try it out every once and a while? Also would having xanax handy work in stopping a weed panic attack ? I just want to be able to get that tingly, anxiety free, happy, horny weed state that I used to get