I hope you mean: what you want to choose because of the introspection even if reluctantly, but yeah I agree psychedelics can be very transformative that way..
Good luck, I've been dependent on oxy / opium myself but kicked it as soon as I wasn't in the middle of a shitstorm anymore... it is attractive, but it's not really living IMO (they ultimately make me feel dead inside and it all goes at the cost of way too much), was still late enough to have to fully withdraw (it was after months of eating a pile of opium I had procured)..
In the meanwhile I've had some kratom at some point (obviously very sketchy as many get hooked on that just the same), but only a small order that I did not repeat - and no actual opiates so I'm doing ok. Been dependent on other things in the past as well by the way, I eventually whacked every monkey off my back but am still haunted by them.
I didn't use psychedelics as a part of my quitting, but I have gone through transformative experiences with them on different areas than addiction, rather personal development - still difficult but profound.
IMO the transformation is one of the first (key) steps, closely followed by a sure but steady taper and quitting (I had to hurry the last part of it up as I ran out)... but an underestimated step is changing habits that are closely related with using or procuring. You can't run away from it forever. Look at alcoholics: they have the hardest time having to resist their DOC since it is everywhere. If at some point you'd break you can probably find it if you put your mind to it... but definitely don't make it hard on yourself by staying in a scene with a lot of use.
The willpower to resist is like a muscle that wastes because of addiction that you have to train again... and if you just quit but don't change anything else (some people have more of a 'scene' or related habits than other people), staying clean isn't nearly as realistic because may ask too much of that willpower muscle.
At least compensate enough by switching to habits like exercizing that help train willpower.