TheCuriousOne
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I've taken LSD about five times in the last three months.
Since I've candyflipped about 3 months ago, I have moderate HPPD.
I do get negative afterimages (ghosting), visual snow, static patterns on surfaces, walls are melting & breathing, lights have halos around them etc.
It's really annoying when reading and at nights. I don't have any anxiety, but I always keep thinking of how I've damaged my brain forever and I will have this until I die.
Everytime I smoke weed, everything gets intensely trippy. I get OEVs and CEVs and this LSD mindset.
Once I smoked weed on XTC and I had a complete flashback of my previous Candyflip. It was exactly like it, I was tripping balls and it actually scared me a bit.
This really sucks. I don't want to give up psychedelics and weed forever. I want to use them and after tripping I want to go on with my life, but not with this constant trippy eyesight.
Is here anyone that had moderate to severe HPPD and just stopped doing any drug (including weed) and had its HPPD vanished completely? If yes, how long does it normally take? 3 months? Or several years?
Or am I doomed forever?
I am really feeling uncomfortable right now
BTW: I'm only talking about HPPD and not psychosis or DP/DR.
Since I've candyflipped about 3 months ago, I have moderate HPPD.
I do get negative afterimages (ghosting), visual snow, static patterns on surfaces, walls are melting & breathing, lights have halos around them etc.
It's really annoying when reading and at nights. I don't have any anxiety, but I always keep thinking of how I've damaged my brain forever and I will have this until I die.
Everytime I smoke weed, everything gets intensely trippy. I get OEVs and CEVs and this LSD mindset.
Once I smoked weed on XTC and I had a complete flashback of my previous Candyflip. It was exactly like it, I was tripping balls and it actually scared me a bit.
This really sucks. I don't want to give up psychedelics and weed forever. I want to use them and after tripping I want to go on with my life, but not with this constant trippy eyesight.
Is here anyone that had moderate to severe HPPD and just stopped doing any drug (including weed) and had its HPPD vanished completely? If yes, how long does it normally take? 3 months? Or several years?
Or am I doomed forever?
I am really feeling uncomfortable right now
BTW: I'm only talking about HPPD and not psychosis or DP/DR.
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