Guess my question should be, is it possible to get that energy in a sustainable way? Maybe microdosing is a way to it, I had discarded this in past but I have always used shrooms which as you say are less stimulating. I absolutely loved the LSD energy as it puts you so much right in the moment, it's creativity, love, cognition, life ... think it's on par with amphetamine but very different, no stress at all. Amphetamines can really be more warm, but also more scattered and tired-n-wired. Kinda artificially forced while LSD is pure mind and soul power ... I woudn't want to have this energy all day without end but some hours every day would be genius. Could achieve so much more in a positive way with this ... and a real shame that it's banned.
As a cherry on top, the model psychosis thing is bullshit. We just don't have 'the psychosis'. There is no thing like a psychosis transmitter ("endopsychosin") or a definite state of schizophrenia and thus no specific antidote for it (what doesn't mean that there is none for nobody! We just need to be more open.) I had some psychosis in past including hearing voices, was afraid of tripping for years and have even been before due to the interactions of shrooms with psychiatric medication and wrong set&setting but it's all bullshit. Psychedelics can be absolutely healing. It's confusing that people refer to psychedelic visuals in the same way as to hallucinations from e.g. anticholinergics or hearing voices. It's like comparing apples and, papaya, and telling they are all fruit - yeah but when somebody says fruit, do you think about the differencies between apple and papaya?.
I guess you get the same changes in animals that are kept in small cages and fed with overdoses of chemicals as in psychotic humans because they indeed have something in common - their consciousness is flooded over and over with strange things they can't grasp or explain, live in fear and have nothing to hide etc. It's just not the chemicals alone.
