Long story short I've tripped a handful of times, anywhere from 2-3 hits for a good 5 months every weekend straight, I got my tolerance built up quick and it stopped working even on 4 tabs of good lsd, I decided to take a break and drop 5 hits and it kicked my ass and I had a terrible 12 hour trip, crying, puking, nose bleeding from stress
Anyways I have only taking it 4-5 more times after the bad trip and it's always been useasy feelings for me so I haven't taken it anymore, 5 months later I still feel like a dead person, socially awkward, anxiety like no other, depressed mood, is what I encountered ego death? If not or if it is is there anyway I can feel normal again? Benzos, ssri's etc?
I don't feel like the same person and I've lost interest in absolute everything
Sorry if this is in the wrong group I'm new
Anyways I have only taking it 4-5 more times after the bad trip and it's always been useasy feelings for me so I haven't taken it anymore, 5 months later I still feel like a dead person, socially awkward, anxiety like no other, depressed mood, is what I encountered ego death? If not or if it is is there anyway I can feel normal again? Benzos, ssri's etc?
I don't feel like the same person and I've lost interest in absolute everything
Sorry if this is in the wrong group I'm new