Pretty_Diamonds
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Hi,
So, my boyfriend and I tripped on some LSD/Acid. It was on candy but tasted like candy (as in, totally flavorless -- not bitter, chemical taste, so I feel like was authentic LSD).
Overall, great trip.
However, while we were downing, he lost his childhood memories, who he was as a person (even asked me, "Am I a good boyfriend?")--later shared this being a legit concern because he couldn't remember what kind of person/boyfriend he was. He was not "trying" to think of childhood memories but trying to engage in normal conversation with me but couldn't pull up basic information such as, who am I?, so gave the best generic information he could, to "shut me up".
Vs, I'm very much like, "I don't know" or "I have no idea how to answer that"....
This is only his 2nd time of trying acid. He said he didn't want to seem, "dumb" or "stupid".
He's been researching this "phenonmon". I told him it seems like, "ego loss" -- loss of identity/memories. But he's insisiting that he knew who he was, he just has selective memory. We both took, "half a dose", I'm not sure how potent it was but I've tried acid 10x and it did seem pretty potent. Also only 5x was it "tasteless" so... I suspect that this was "pure"... but did get me VERY high.
Can advice, similar experience, or how should I approach this with him? He said his overall experience was POSITIVE.. but he thought "ego loss" meant more like you lose yourself and how important you are; therefore realize how insignificant yours problems are. But he felt more... loss of memories.. and feeling like he was going to be trapped there forever.
So, my boyfriend and I tripped on some LSD/Acid. It was on candy but tasted like candy (as in, totally flavorless -- not bitter, chemical taste, so I feel like was authentic LSD).
Overall, great trip.
However, while we were downing, he lost his childhood memories, who he was as a person (even asked me, "Am I a good boyfriend?")--later shared this being a legit concern because he couldn't remember what kind of person/boyfriend he was. He was not "trying" to think of childhood memories but trying to engage in normal conversation with me but couldn't pull up basic information such as, who am I?, so gave the best generic information he could, to "shut me up".
Vs, I'm very much like, "I don't know" or "I have no idea how to answer that"....
This is only his 2nd time of trying acid. He said he didn't want to seem, "dumb" or "stupid".
He's been researching this "phenonmon". I told him it seems like, "ego loss" -- loss of identity/memories. But he's insisiting that he knew who he was, he just has selective memory. We both took, "half a dose", I'm not sure how potent it was but I've tried acid 10x and it did seem pretty potent. Also only 5x was it "tasteless" so... I suspect that this was "pure"... but did get me VERY high.
Can advice, similar experience, or how should I approach this with him? He said his overall experience was POSITIVE.. but he thought "ego loss" meant more like you lose yourself and how important you are; therefore realize how insignificant yours problems are. But he felt more... loss of memories.. and feeling like he was going to be trapped there forever.