The Caretaker
Greenlighter
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- Dec 13, 2017
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Hi guys. This is my first thread. Long story short, the first day I did 1 hit. The second day I did 2 hits. That night I was up all night drinking. I drank 8 16 ozs of beer through the night. While drunk at 5 in the morning on the 3rd day I decided to do 7 hits.
This is where the problem starts. As the day went on I had homework to turn in, I realized there was no way I was going to complete it on 7 hits of acid. The trip was actually going pretty well, nonetheless I looked up that an anti psychotic would "end" a trip. I took a Risperidone tablet and it was the worst decision ever. The trip did end but replaced it with a full blown panic attack and being trapped in my mind.
This is the part that is worrying me. I slept like a rock that night (after all it was a 3 day trip with minimal sleep), woke up the next morning and I actually felt pretty good. LATER THAT EVENING I WAS DOING HOMEWORK AND BOOM....A RINGING IN MY HEAD/EARS, LATER WHAT I FOUND OUT IS CALLED TINNITUS. It is like the high pitched ringing in your ears after a loud concert EXCEPT IT DOES NOT GO AWAY. Here we are a week later, and it is still ringing. I am beginning to accept that I am going to have to live with this.
I really feel like taking the Risperidone has caused this, although I have found personal reports of people having Tinnitus from just a small dose of LSD.
On top of this, I do have some lingering anxiety and depression, but have experience with this from a year ago after taking MDMA 4 days in a row. That is a horror story in itself. There is also a pressure in my ears and I know I do not feel right. I believe it is PTSD and some symptoms of HPPD (depersonalization/derealization, but I know positive thinking is the only thing that will help.
What is really worrying me right now is the Tinnitus. I don't really have any real purpose for posting this thread, but as a reminder for people to be smart. I would not want anyone to end up like this. I saw a kid on the other thread taking 23 triple C's and it drove me to make an account, along with my recent experience. I really felt bad for him. Other people think we are just a bunch of dumb drug users, but it is very complex what drives us to get fucked up. I am 24 now and first started smoking weed when I was 14. In this time period I have done a lot of stupid shit and hard drugs. Everything except crack and heroin pretty much.
I do want to say this to anyone who will listen. Sometimes the party has to end guys. Also it is better to under-do it than over-do it when it comes to drugs. Sometimes there is no going back. P.S. I have to keep editing when you take these different substances there is already little research on them and nobody really knows what the hell is going on. It's really a helpless feeling knowing that a doctor is not going to know shit is wrong with me right now and that only I can figure it out. This is scary as hell
I hope this ringing in my ear subsides but if not I will be plagued with this for life. Please be safe friends
This is where the problem starts. As the day went on I had homework to turn in, I realized there was no way I was going to complete it on 7 hits of acid. The trip was actually going pretty well, nonetheless I looked up that an anti psychotic would "end" a trip. I took a Risperidone tablet and it was the worst decision ever. The trip did end but replaced it with a full blown panic attack and being trapped in my mind.
This is the part that is worrying me. I slept like a rock that night (after all it was a 3 day trip with minimal sleep), woke up the next morning and I actually felt pretty good. LATER THAT EVENING I WAS DOING HOMEWORK AND BOOM....A RINGING IN MY HEAD/EARS, LATER WHAT I FOUND OUT IS CALLED TINNITUS. It is like the high pitched ringing in your ears after a loud concert EXCEPT IT DOES NOT GO AWAY. Here we are a week later, and it is still ringing. I am beginning to accept that I am going to have to live with this.
I really feel like taking the Risperidone has caused this, although I have found personal reports of people having Tinnitus from just a small dose of LSD.
On top of this, I do have some lingering anxiety and depression, but have experience with this from a year ago after taking MDMA 4 days in a row. That is a horror story in itself. There is also a pressure in my ears and I know I do not feel right. I believe it is PTSD and some symptoms of HPPD (depersonalization/derealization, but I know positive thinking is the only thing that will help.
What is really worrying me right now is the Tinnitus. I don't really have any real purpose for posting this thread, but as a reminder for people to be smart. I would not want anyone to end up like this. I saw a kid on the other thread taking 23 triple C's and it drove me to make an account, along with my recent experience. I really felt bad for him. Other people think we are just a bunch of dumb drug users, but it is very complex what drives us to get fucked up. I am 24 now and first started smoking weed when I was 14. In this time period I have done a lot of stupid shit and hard drugs. Everything except crack and heroin pretty much.
I do want to say this to anyone who will listen. Sometimes the party has to end guys. Also it is better to under-do it than over-do it when it comes to drugs. Sometimes there is no going back. P.S. I have to keep editing when you take these different substances there is already little research on them and nobody really knows what the hell is going on. It's really a helpless feeling knowing that a doctor is not going to know shit is wrong with me right now and that only I can figure it out. This is scary as hell
I hope this ringing in my ear subsides but if not I will be plagued with this for life. Please be safe friends
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