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Greenlighter
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- Jul 31, 2013
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Hello Everyone,
I am a woman so in love with a man that I cannot breathe. We have been involved long distance for about a year, and I have just moved to the town he lives in. I have real trouble having an orgasm since abusing ecstasy about a year ago, shortly before meeting him.
I am a 46 y.o. female. A little more than a year ago I went through a meat-grinder of stress at my disaster recovery job. I was having serious trouble coping and no immediate therapeutic options, when my (now ex) husband suggested I take microdoses of ecstasy for the anxiety I was experiencing. I don't know why I went along with this. Making good decisions was not part of my personal life at that time, particularly considering the influence of my ex. So almost every day I would dip a wet finger into a pack of ecstasy powder and then lick my finger. This worked fabulously for a little more than a month. I ended up handling my workload with uber-competence and my life became very beautiful. One of the last days I was doing this, I noticed that my orgasms suddenly weren't coming. They didn't trail off, just one moment I suddenly stopped being able to have them. Then, about 20 days later, my period came about 5 days early and was strange and scant. It's a little more than a year later now, and my period has gotten half-back on track. Similarly the orgasms are kinda happening, occassionally, instead of dependably and wonderfully as before the ecstasy binge. I still have a lot of desire and get really turned on, but then when all that pleasure should be leading to an orgasm, there's nothing. It's like...."hello? is anybody home?"
Does anyone have any suggestions for helping me recover my previous fertile, orgasmic (normal) self? I'm at my wit's end and the lack of orgasms is taking its toll on my relationship with this beautiful man.
I am currently taking Wellbutrin and DHEA (10 mg) to help. I have just ordered some Piracetam, but don't know what dosage to take. I jack off relatively regularly if for no other reason that to keep the pathways open. Sometime I get an orgasm, sometimes not. But these orgasms are nowhere near juicy. Just ho-hum.
I am so full of regret and I'm a bit lost without my orgasms and the ability to build a sexual connection with this man.
Thanks for being there bluelight.
I am a woman so in love with a man that I cannot breathe. We have been involved long distance for about a year, and I have just moved to the town he lives in. I have real trouble having an orgasm since abusing ecstasy about a year ago, shortly before meeting him.
I am a 46 y.o. female. A little more than a year ago I went through a meat-grinder of stress at my disaster recovery job. I was having serious trouble coping and no immediate therapeutic options, when my (now ex) husband suggested I take microdoses of ecstasy for the anxiety I was experiencing. I don't know why I went along with this. Making good decisions was not part of my personal life at that time, particularly considering the influence of my ex. So almost every day I would dip a wet finger into a pack of ecstasy powder and then lick my finger. This worked fabulously for a little more than a month. I ended up handling my workload with uber-competence and my life became very beautiful. One of the last days I was doing this, I noticed that my orgasms suddenly weren't coming. They didn't trail off, just one moment I suddenly stopped being able to have them. Then, about 20 days later, my period came about 5 days early and was strange and scant. It's a little more than a year later now, and my period has gotten half-back on track. Similarly the orgasms are kinda happening, occassionally, instead of dependably and wonderfully as before the ecstasy binge. I still have a lot of desire and get really turned on, but then when all that pleasure should be leading to an orgasm, there's nothing. It's like...."hello? is anybody home?"
Does anyone have any suggestions for helping me recover my previous fertile, orgasmic (normal) self? I'm at my wit's end and the lack of orgasms is taking its toll on my relationship with this beautiful man.
I am currently taking Wellbutrin and DHEA (10 mg) to help. I have just ordered some Piracetam, but don't know what dosage to take. I jack off relatively regularly if for no other reason that to keep the pathways open. Sometime I get an orgasm, sometimes not. But these orgasms are nowhere near juicy. Just ho-hum.
I am so full of regret and I'm a bit lost without my orgasms and the ability to build a sexual connection with this man.
Thanks for being there bluelight.