Tommygunkidd
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Apr 21, 2016
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Hello,
I am a 24 tear old male about 170lbs and 6 foot.
I have used lortab, fentanyl, roxys, and heroin off and on the past 8 years, more so heroin the past two or three years.
Alcohol pretty steadily the past 6 years.
Xanax, kpins, diazapam, ativan, vyvanse, coke, meth both clean pink and shaken, LSD, MDMA, mda, ketamine, and subutex recreationally but seldomly over the past 10 years.
And dianabol and mdrol in high doses for 18 straight months from 2009 to 2011 with 45 day HGH period each 6 months...
Just to give you an idea of my past and present experiences and potential bodily damage
Two years ago I went through rehab and was doing great, until I picked up a high stress job as a district manager....and....well... Heroin is as easy to find as weed in the city.
It has been 6 months since my last heroin binge, but today I found 11 10mg lortabs from a surgery this past year and sadly have taken all 11, and 5 miller light beers. I feel fine but do not feel the best to say the least, should I be concerned about this dosage? Especially given my past usage? Not a spiritual cry or relapse sense, but am I in the red for actual bodily harm at this time? I feel somewhat compelled to calling help, but do not want to be labeled suicidal or whatever again and thrown in the ward, as this seems to happen any time I call the VA for help due to my mental diagnosis and the amount in which I self medicate. Please help.
I am a 24 tear old male about 170lbs and 6 foot.
I have used lortab, fentanyl, roxys, and heroin off and on the past 8 years, more so heroin the past two or three years.
Alcohol pretty steadily the past 6 years.
Xanax, kpins, diazapam, ativan, vyvanse, coke, meth both clean pink and shaken, LSD, MDMA, mda, ketamine, and subutex recreationally but seldomly over the past 10 years.
And dianabol and mdrol in high doses for 18 straight months from 2009 to 2011 with 45 day HGH period each 6 months...
Just to give you an idea of my past and present experiences and potential bodily damage
Two years ago I went through rehab and was doing great, until I picked up a high stress job as a district manager....and....well... Heroin is as easy to find as weed in the city.
It has been 6 months since my last heroin binge, but today I found 11 10mg lortabs from a surgery this past year and sadly have taken all 11, and 5 miller light beers. I feel fine but do not feel the best to say the least, should I be concerned about this dosage? Especially given my past usage? Not a spiritual cry or relapse sense, but am I in the red for actual bodily harm at this time? I feel somewhat compelled to calling help, but do not want to be labeled suicidal or whatever again and thrown in the ward, as this seems to happen any time I call the VA for help due to my mental diagnosis and the amount in which I self medicate. Please help.