djpussycat
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Hey guys,
I'm new to the forum here, but have used its wisdom a lot in the past years. I'll get down to my story:
About a year ago my friend came over from the city and we decided to do drugs. I did a tab and a half of LSD. I didn't even really have a super 'trippy' experience, but got really self conscious, thoughts of 'what if they don't like me' etc. The next day I woke up just not feeling right, like I couldn't find the words to say anything. At my work as a carpenter I felt less coordinated and couldn't do as good a job on projects. I spiraled into depression and anxiety.
A year later I'm still having troubles. I don't seem to want to do anything, I don't feel like I have anything to say, and my mind is always focused on 'what's wrong with me.' I don't feel like I'm as good at things as I used to be, my thinking has deteriorated (I'm always 'up in my head') and I just can't 'get into anything' - not even a Netflix show.
I should say I suffered from anxiety and depression before the trip - and should have avoided psychedelics altogether - but I feel like things have been made worse by the LSD.
My question now is how I can heal this damage? Willing to entertain all possibilities, from specific antidepressants to 'out there' techniques like soul retrieval.
Thanks for your considerations,
Daniel
I'm new to the forum here, but have used its wisdom a lot in the past years. I'll get down to my story:
About a year ago my friend came over from the city and we decided to do drugs. I did a tab and a half of LSD. I didn't even really have a super 'trippy' experience, but got really self conscious, thoughts of 'what if they don't like me' etc. The next day I woke up just not feeling right, like I couldn't find the words to say anything. At my work as a carpenter I felt less coordinated and couldn't do as good a job on projects. I spiraled into depression and anxiety.
A year later I'm still having troubles. I don't seem to want to do anything, I don't feel like I have anything to say, and my mind is always focused on 'what's wrong with me.' I don't feel like I'm as good at things as I used to be, my thinking has deteriorated (I'm always 'up in my head') and I just can't 'get into anything' - not even a Netflix show.
I should say I suffered from anxiety and depression before the trip - and should have avoided psychedelics altogether - but I feel like things have been made worse by the LSD.
My question now is how I can heal this damage? Willing to entertain all possibilities, from specific antidepressants to 'out there' techniques like soul retrieval.
Thanks for your considerations,
Daniel