Hey everyone, as you all know i just passed the two month mark of my LTC, suffering from derealisation, anxiety, depression, sleeplessness, among an array of other things. ALL of my symptoms are slowly improving, however all the worst symptoms are still very much present, which is annoying.
I've been trying to eat healthy and exercise and generally do the things that assist my recovery. The other day however, was my day off from work and i just got mega pissed off with both my comedown and how it limits me in my daily life and thought 'fuck this, I'm going to spend the day doing what i want'. I went out for a nice meal and ate the fattiest food and my favourite dessert (been trying to cut out sugar though i have such a sweet tooth), i drank a load of cocktails, probably more than i should have, and spent the day lazing in the sun with my friends. I didn't bother with my usual exercise routine or meditation. Luckily neither the alcohol or the food triggered a panic attack or even anxiety, all my symptoms were still present but i felt the closest to normal than i have since this whole thing began, which was really nice
My question to you all is how you all balance living a normal life between treating your life as a recovery period. I did feel a bit rougher than i normally would after that day, but it taught me that it is just as important to do things you normally would do as it is to focus on recovery (within reason obvs, normally there may be drugs involved but not now)
I'm going to take it easy as i don't want to prolong these symptoms, especially the Dr/dp and fatigue for a second longer, however i'm strongly considering drinking socially again, as not being able to drink isolates me a fair bit socially, which i think is of massive importance to recovery.
Did any of you drink socially on a long term comedown, or with Dr/dp? I know it helped dawglaw, and i think the same is the case for me
I've been trying to eat healthy and exercise and generally do the things that assist my recovery. The other day however, was my day off from work and i just got mega pissed off with both my comedown and how it limits me in my daily life and thought 'fuck this, I'm going to spend the day doing what i want'. I went out for a nice meal and ate the fattiest food and my favourite dessert (been trying to cut out sugar though i have such a sweet tooth), i drank a load of cocktails, probably more than i should have, and spent the day lazing in the sun with my friends. I didn't bother with my usual exercise routine or meditation. Luckily neither the alcohol or the food triggered a panic attack or even anxiety, all my symptoms were still present but i felt the closest to normal than i have since this whole thing began, which was really nice
My question to you all is how you all balance living a normal life between treating your life as a recovery period. I did feel a bit rougher than i normally would after that day, but it taught me that it is just as important to do things you normally would do as it is to focus on recovery (within reason obvs, normally there may be drugs involved but not now)
I'm going to take it easy as i don't want to prolong these symptoms, especially the Dr/dp and fatigue for a second longer, however i'm strongly considering drinking socially again, as not being able to drink isolates me a fair bit socially, which i think is of massive importance to recovery.
Did any of you drink socially on a long term comedown, or with Dr/dp? I know it helped dawglaw, and i think the same is the case for me