happygirl29
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- Aug 6, 2012
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I started taking MDMA on a regular basis from about 1992 in the early rave scene in South Africa. The pills were really strong and we rolled most weekends.(8 pills a weekend) I carried on doing this for about 5 years consuming higher and higher quantities until they did not really work anymore and then switched to a combination of LSD/2CB until I decided to come to the UK. I did a few pills in about 1997 , they did not really do much so I then decided to pack it in altogether. I went drug free and lived a really healthy lifestyle . In 2010 I went to a festival and dropped one pill and flew , just a treat had one more which worked a treat and that was it for the year. 2011 I went to another festival . I took a capsule(untested) which I thought was mdma and had a 12 hour trip from hell. I had never had such a bad experience. I vomited , lost bladder control, was shaking like a leaf, was overheating badly(my friend was covering me with ice) I was hallucinating slightly but my physical symptoms were horrendous , My body felt on fire. This continued for almost 12 hours after which I slept for another 12. Following this I had panic attacks , anxiety and lots of other symptoms for about 8 months. I did not do anything for another year and then tried a pill(tested good mdma content) which did not work at all. I had terrible symptoms for months after, anxiety, flashing lights, blurred vision, tinnitus,electric zaps, numb hands and feet , vertigo and became sensitive to every type of medication , supplement , alcohol, weed...everything. I then took mdma again (2 pills tested) about a year after that and it worked fine, no after effects. I then though I was ok and did again about 6 months later , terrible effects during and after , also tested so good pills, I then tried again about a year later , felt awful and had bad effects for months. Some people do not learn fast...I am one of those. I now have a lot of problems years later and have discovered that I probably have brain damage in my hypothalamus as I now have thyroid and adrenal issues and cannot tolerate the medications very well .I believe as one gets older the damage from MDMA overuse comes out and bites you in the arse.