MaxAMillion87
Greenlighter
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- Feb 12, 2021
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Im in the same boat with kratom. About 50 grams a day for 5 years although i used to take less. It progressively got worse but 50 is about max i need to make it through a day. Got on it because someone offered it to me when i was in drug court. Stupid as fuck for not saying no. Been out of court system for years and never used any other hard drugs since i originally got in trouble. Just kratom. Now its time to stop. Actually its way past time. It does nothing except keep me barely normal. My motivation sucks. I hardly ever laugh anymore. Hair is thinning. I eat healthy and drink nothing but water which helps. Im going to attempt a taper but the self control is extremely hard for me. I want to get some meds to help. I have clonidine. Also will try to get gabapentin. Any other suggestions? Im thinking of just getting away for a couple weeks and not take any kratom with me but shit scares me. Any one ever used pod tea at first to get through worst part or is that stupid to do. Just seems something different would allow me break the cycle. Just dont want to make it worse. Pods arent easy to get like kratom. Thats why its so easy to keep using it. Less than 100 dollar a month habit.