Hi all. I'll just cut to the chase. Ketamine is my favorite drug, I have a five year history with it. The most I have ever gone through by myself in a day is maybe 2 grams but that's not often. My supply for ketamine has been constant for the past two months so I've been doing a lot. It started off as a gram a day between me and my boyfriend two months ago. Now it's less because I don't like being high 24/7 (but something in my head tells me to continue taking bumps throughout the day even when I'm not having fun). But anyway, I've developed some pretty excruciating pains and I can't place where its coming from exactly. Maybe other people have had similar feelings.
The pain starts on the inner sides of my rib cage, maybe the outer edges of my stomach on both sides. Then my stomach will start hurting really bad (a cramping feeling, I think). Then the pain will be in my back and it will be so terrible, I'm hyperventilating and shaking. I can feel it in my spine, kidneys, stomach, rib cage and chest and no matter what position I try to lie down in, it really hurts. The pain lasts about 15 to 45 minutes then it dissipates and I feel better.
I'm aware of the kidney and bladder problems that ketamine causes. I have chronic cystitis, which was an issue before I started doing ketamine. But this doesn't feel like bladder pain at all. My urinary tract only hurts while doing ketamine when I haven't had enough water to drink. When I drink water, the UT irritation pretty much always goes away. This is something different. Has anyone else experienced this?
The obvious answer is to stop using ketamine, I know. I'm working on that and I use less and less every day.
The pain starts on the inner sides of my rib cage, maybe the outer edges of my stomach on both sides. Then my stomach will start hurting really bad (a cramping feeling, I think). Then the pain will be in my back and it will be so terrible, I'm hyperventilating and shaking. I can feel it in my spine, kidneys, stomach, rib cage and chest and no matter what position I try to lie down in, it really hurts. The pain lasts about 15 to 45 minutes then it dissipates and I feel better.
I'm aware of the kidney and bladder problems that ketamine causes. I have chronic cystitis, which was an issue before I started doing ketamine. But this doesn't feel like bladder pain at all. My urinary tract only hurts while doing ketamine when I haven't had enough water to drink. When I drink water, the UT irritation pretty much always goes away. This is something different. Has anyone else experienced this?
The obvious answer is to stop using ketamine, I know. I'm working on that and I use less and less every day.