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I've quit meth for 9 months. Need help with recovery drugs.

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Undercontrol

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Hi all so after about 5-6 years of substance abuse (mainly IV meth/speed daily until all my veins collapsed then I switched to pipe) I have finally beat the habit all by myself (well a baby was a motivating factor).

The hardest part was the fatigue which always made me relapse for awhile so I decided to just down grade the stimulants starting with speed then down to 210mg vyvanse per day then 140mg vyvanse per day down to the 70mg vyvanse a day I currently take now.

Problem is I am trying to find a solution to the fatigue , sex problems , depression/anxiety that is still around and have heard this can last year's.

I am still pro drug to fix my problems so take all the following stuff to try help.

Vyvanse 70mg , (about to start selegiline patch rather than shitty SSRI etc as it might help with energy / sex drive) , sometimes klonipin to help sleep or for anxiety, Cialis (I can still get hard this is mainly for confidence), lots of anabolic steroids for sex drive plus I workout alot.

I am ordering cabergoline to also help with sex drive and I could get another peptide called pt-141 sex drive.

Probably the biggest problem im finding is premature ejaculation after coming off meth where you are a god.

I've tried SSRI , anafranil etc , problem is they fucking stop working and kill your sex drive aswell.

They work when taken like once a week but I want to take something daily.

Tramadol is probably the best for it But again kinda stops working. I'm not gonna take any illicits like ecstacy but surely some other drug can help me or do I just wait another year?

Benzo don't seem to help that much...


I ain't spraying my dick with delay spray or anything like this either...

Surely some other ex junkies have had these problems before is there a solution ???
 
Cialis w/ dioxapine. And honestly, accept that the act itself designed as an selfless expression of love between two people. Anything past that is skewed. Fun, hell yeah. So are drugs. But you have to keep upping the dose for similar effects that never match the memories. Just how it is. Cherish them, don’t chase em tho. You’re not the same person you were then.
 
As far as scripts go, I've found bupropion w/ an SSRI can be an adequate replacement. This enhances serotonin, dopamine, and norepinephrine. For me, I just needed a break from the stimulation so I dwell in the land of typical and atypical antipsychotics.

Or you could go the protein and/or testosterone route. My diet is probably kinda shitty but mostly consists of high protein and my D been working for the most part.

Or recovery supplements. I regularly take garlic, COQ10, black seed oil, turmeric, ginger, bioperine, NAC, among other amino acids like L-Tyrosine, L-Glutamine-, and L-Phenylalanine.

The supplements all help repair the cardiovascular system and/or are anti inflamatory. The amino acids assist in neurotransmitter reproduction and mental wellness to soothe the crank addled brain.
 
wudbutcher said:
Cialis w/ dioxapine. And honestly, accept that the act itself designed as an selfless expression of love between two people. Anything past that is skewed. Fun, hell yeah. So are drugs. But you have to keep upping the dose for similar effects that never match the memories. Just how it is. Cherish them, don’t chase em tho. You’re not the same person you were then.
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That dioxapine seems interesting as it acts an anti androgen. I just been checking out alpha blockers for pe so might work the same way..

Yeh I'm not going back to sticking a needle in my arm I'm just looking for a way to just feel normal again , thanks
 
deficiT said:
As far as scripts go, I've found bupropion w/ an SSRI can be an adequate replacement. This enhances serotonin, dopamine, and norepinephrine. For me, I just needed a break from the stimulation so I dwell in the land of typical and atypical antipsychotics.

Or you could go the protein and/or testosterone route. My diet is probably kinda shitty but mostly consists of high protein and my D been working for the most part.

Or recovery supplements. I regularly take garlic, COQ10, black seed oil, turmeric, ginger, bioperine, NAC, among other amino acids like L-Tyrosine, L-Glutamine-, and L-Phenylalanine.

The supplements all help repair the cardiovascular system and/or are anti inflamatory. The amino acids assist in neurotransmitter reproduction and mental wellness to soothe the crank addled brain.
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Yeh the Wellbutrin / some serotonin drug was going to do but SSRI fuck my sex drive so am gonna try maoi which hits all the receptors.

I'm still on 70mg vyvanse remember , it's like my savour but I'm wondering if I need to cut it eventually aswell.

Yeh the gym works well. I take testosterone and go alot it helps my mind.

As for all the other stuff are you sure it actually does anything? I went as far as injecting myself with cerebrolysn and cortexin to try and heal my brain...

I think time will heal all wounds. But yeh drugs are pretty cool haha
 
I think id rather just bang hookers than embarress myself with some girl until I get my confidence back up...
 
You able to cut back or off the vyvanse for a few days or more? I know that's easier said but it might help
 
Well if I ain't got to do shit that day then yeh I can. Maybe 1 day a week but like I said one major issue is the fatigue I feel , vyvanse basically gets me out of bed.

In the future id prob need to go from 70 , 50, 30 etc I am pretty happy to just get down to 70 from the other shit I was using (my taper was 210mg vyvanse to start).
 
No disrespect, and not disputing your resolve. For me, I had to quit everything and just push through. I alter my brain with anything, It will get me back to my true love (DOC). Tapering on zip is like swearing off pussy but looking at porn everyday dude. I have NEVER heard or seen it work once ya draw blood.
Good luck
 
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wudbutcher said:
No disrespect, and not disputing your resolve. For me, I had to quit everything and just push through. I alter my brain with anything, It will get me back to my true love (DOC). Tapering on zip is like swearing off pussy but looking at porn everyday dude. I have NEVER heard or seen it work once ya draw blood.
Good luck
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None taken man. For me it worked as I needed to still be able to function somewhat , actually with vyvanse I don't have the cravings I would for meth if I weren't taking it.

I get where your coming from though.

70mg vyvanse vs like a ridiculous amount of meth each day is a win for me..
 
Undercontrol said:
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None taken man. For me it worked as I needed to still be able to function somewhat , actually with vyvanse I don't have the cravings I would for meth if I weren't taking it.

I get where your coming from though.

70mg vyvanse vs like a ridiculous amount of meth each day is a win for me..
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It worked? How long?
 
wudbutcher said:
It worked? How long?
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Well I was on meth for like 5 years then my veins died and I stepped down to speed for a year or so.

I made the decision to quit myself so begun taking 3 X 70mg vyvanse to keep my cravings away and over the past 9 months have dropped it back to the 70mg I have been prescribed.

I am steady on the 70mg. I don't have cravings for euphoria , sometimes I take 2 on odd occasion but main thing is I can sleep every night now which helped immensely.

I also switched my addiction to the gym. I can't see myself going back.

I quit smoking by tapering from smokes to dip to nothing with no drugs aswell.

It's like going from heroin to morphine to methadone I suppose.

At the end of the day I'm a druggo I just think I am doing it better and smarter now I'll never be an angel
 
I quit IV meth and have been clean for 6 weeks. I found 30-60 mg of dexamfetamine and lots of exercise keeps cravings in check - I have not really had any problem with that and I’m not at all tired during the day (though I go to sleep early most nights feeling exhausted). I plan to reduce the dexamfetamine to 15 mg a day over a couple of months but not quit it altogether. The last thing I want to do is add any further meds or chemicals to the mix.

The quick ejaculation (not exactly premature, but definitely before anybody’s ready) is very annoying. I think the only answer is to jerk of a lot and train yourself to keep control. And also get into the habit of eating a lot of pussy up front so your partner has no cause to complain.
 
Atelier3 said:
I quit IV meth and have been clean for 6 weeks. I found 30-60 mg of dexamfetamine and lots of exercise keeps cravings in check - I have not really had any problem with that and I’m not at all tired during the day (though I go to sleep early most nights feeling exhausted). I plan to reduce the dexamfetamine to 15 mg a day over a couple of months but not quit it altogether. The last thing I want to do is add any further meds or chemicals to the mix.

The quick ejaculation (not exactly premature, but definitely before anybody’s ready) is very annoying. I think the only answer is to jerk of a lot and train yourself to keep control. And also get into the habit of eating a lot of pussy up front so your partner has no cause to complain.
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6 weeks man that is impressive hell yeah. The amphetamine for a little bit shouldn't be too big of a problem, just watch out you don't catch yourself wanting a bigger buzz. I feel like my addiction to stimulants is very love/hate and I'm much more of a downer guy I guess. I mean having adderall can be nice, but usually if I want to be clean from stimulants, I'd have to stay away from anything stronger than coffee. The no sleeping just kills me and I'll get it from 20mg Adderall IR, later in the day.
 
deficiT said:
6 weeks man that is impressive hell yeah. The amphetamine for a little bit shouldn't be too big of a problem, just watch out you don't catch yourself wanting a bigger buzz. I feel like my addiction to stimulants is very love/hate and I'm much more of a downer guy I guess. I mean having adderall can be nice, but usually if I want to be clean from stimulants, I'd have to stay away from anything stronger than coffee. The no sleeping just kills me and I'll get it from 20mg Adderall IR, later in the day.
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It’s weird with me. Meth and Amphetamine Sulphate both make me fiend like a maniac. But plain old Dexedrine makes me feel normal. I’m never tempted to abuse it and I don’t actually like the feeling of a really big dose the few times I took 100 mg or more. Even weirder given 6 weeks ago I need to shoot at least 0.5 g meth every day and couldn’t stop for more than 2 days in a row.
 
Atelier3 said:
I quit IV meth and have been clean for 6 weeks. I found 30-60 mg of dexamfetamine and lots of exercise keeps cravings in check - I have not really had any problem with that and I’m not at all tired during the day (though I go to sleep early most nights feeling exhausted). I plan to reduce the dexamfetamine to 15 mg a day over a couple of months but not quit it altogether. The last thing I want to do is add any further meds or chemicals to the mix.

The quick ejaculation (not exactly premature, but definitely before anybody’s ready) is very annoying. I think the only answer is to jerk of a lot and train yourself to keep control. And also get into the habit of eating a lot of pussy up front so your partner has no cause to complain.
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How long were you using for previously and how much? I found that when I ran out of my script id go back to meth. Good luck
 
I used almost daily for maybe 8 months and usually used 1g every 2 days taking 0.2 shots on average. I don’t know if I would go back to meth if I can out of dexamfetamine. I’m too scared to find out. Luckily I have thousands of pills because I never took it during my meth binge but still filled my script every month.
 
Atelier3 said:
I used almost daily for maybe 8 months and usually used 1g every 2 days taking 0.2 shots on average. I don’t know if I would go back to meth if I can out of dexamfetamine. I’m too scared to find out. Luckily I have thousands of pills because I never took it during my meth binge but still filled my script every month.
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Bro if you have thousands of pills you can literally sell them for obscene amounts of money. Are you in Australia ?
 
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