Lol, sorry man I'm laughing with you not at you, I think the 3rd poster said my piece...you had a "bellringer" and yes believe it or not that is the desired effect. It's possible nothing will ever be the same for you, I had my first one at 16-17yrs old and my last one when I was 28 and I am now 37.........I finally ceased use but that was my life. Do you mind telling me how much of your coke did it take to get you there? Have you started, if need be, cleaning up (attempting to purify/purifying your coke?) your coke? Good luck OP and take care.
Edit: I used to mix in top grade meth, a lil pinch of this and a lil pinch of that, drop in water, draw up in rig and then it's time to play FLASH Gordon, blinded virtually at first, screaming in your ears etc etc..memories - having not done it in 9 years I no longer get that tight severely anxious feeling in the pit of my stomach when I think about doing it, the anticipation used to gnaw at me terribly, it's gross but not unusual for me to have to mix up and IV on the toilet due to a case of "squirty bum".....but it wasn't unusual for me to be on a toilet IV'ing drugs back then. I used to hide the sounds of me prepping my shot with the newspaper I would pretend to read while on the loo first thing in the morning (hiding from my wife) and then trying to read the paper with my vision shaking and a waterfall crashing in my ears. Now that's what I used to call "The start of my day", it used to happen at the end of my day also but there's nothing like the first of the day. MY LITTLE STORY ABOVE SHOULD BE CONSIDERED SOMETHING TO AVOID FOR THE OBVIOUS HEALTH REASONS.....I may still yet have to pay the piper for all of that.
.....and now I feel old.