I've been told many times I should stop using all drugs (which is true, btw), but the cravings are simply too strong atm. It's not really about any specific drug, anything will do atm (including alcohol, drunk right now). I tried to stop, but it was useless and I was told by few people (who are clean now) that I need to use more before I can stop using drugs completely. That I've not reached my bottom yet.
I'm not "exactly" content with using about anything I can get my hands on, but the cravings are so strong I can't resist it. I'm at a point where I feel like that if I don't use now, I will use later, which just means I'll stop using later.
I don't know what should I do. Should I just use so heavily that I reach a point where I'm not getting anything positive from using drugs? It feels like it's useless to even try stop using now, even though I understand the problem continues to get worse. Or are these just delusions addiction is telling me?
I've tried everything I can to stop this, but I just continue to use more.
I'm not "exactly" content with using about anything I can get my hands on, but the cravings are so strong I can't resist it. I'm at a point where I feel like that if I don't use now, I will use later, which just means I'll stop using later.
I don't know what should I do. Should I just use so heavily that I reach a point where I'm not getting anything positive from using drugs? It feels like it's useless to even try stop using now, even though I understand the problem continues to get worse. Or are these just delusions addiction is telling me?
I've tried everything I can to stop this, but I just continue to use more.
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