Crazykid1234511
Greenlighter
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- Oct 9, 2016
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Hi so am quite young but am aged between 16-18 will not give that information out , but I tried MDMA for the first time at the beginning or the half way mark of September and last did it between 05-09 October , up to this date I had done it 8 times in a month , I just loved the buzz and it got me out of my depressed state and allowed me to change in some ways , but I'd been told doing 1 MDMA dosage a month was enough , but I was doing 0.5-1.0 in the space of 5-10 day , I did one on a Saturday then a Sunday , sometimes on a weekday , I'd be in a good state while on it , but after I realised that I was getting a bit addictive to this drug , I slowly pulled away , but I wanted to go out In a Big Bang , so I decided on a Friday to do 2 grams , the way I did it was I began with 0.7 then as soon as my buzz kick in I popped 0.3 to get me to an even better state , then I decided why not just pop this other gram , and I soon as it hit , thing like my wall were moving , my cupboard were being eaten alive , my coats were alive and folding them self , I saw people in my room , scary people but I didn't fear them , my speaker were melting and my walls were alive I could see red dots everywhere as I stood up , dents in my wall would start moving and my lamp wouldn appear to be one of my mates head !!!! Is this normal from such a high dosage or was my MDMA cut with something harmful or some sort psychedelic , as my previous experience did not cause these things , am not aware of these things, please reply to this and help me , as I think I permanently damage my brain as every time I get up I black out in the eyes , I know it could be coz I layed down to long , but I'd sit for one minute and it would still black out