ImSTILLtrying
Bluelighter
- Joined
- May 31, 2016
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is it worth kicking Suboxone/bupe!? has the time come.. even tho I still "slip".
cant figure it out, man! been w/ my Suboxone Dr. for over 2 years and paying $140/mo to see the dude. its helping, of course, but at the same time I feel I can do it w/o problem. do you think the 2MG is killing my URGE TO USE or what? I can see 4-8MG but at 2MG I feel the urge is sometimes there, so how bad can it be w/o a thing in me, ya know!? and this would be full time, not just a day trial run.
btw, I still pick up, ONCE IN A WHILE. I barely use like I once did but still make that mistake once a month, maybe less, maybe more, all depends. sometimes ill go 3 months w//o a problem, etc. so again, does the SUboxone make a difference here or what? I really dont know what to do, man. lol.
my family would like to see me OFF Suboxone; I am going though Chemo as is, so I am on enough "drugs" in their eyes, but the SUboxone is basically NOTHING compared to what other things I am going through. but, they also do not fully understand addiction, the heroin addict I was once who used daily, for years and years, and how far I have come to even use once a month (IF THAT) an how well I am doing otherwise.
so, does it make sense to QUIT Suboxone even tho I didnt QUIT drugs, even. barely using but using, ya know!?
I am sure this has been asked before; I probably even tried to ask myself before, but I cant find shit, so help me out, so I know what to do.
cant figure it out, man! been w/ my Suboxone Dr. for over 2 years and paying $140/mo to see the dude. its helping, of course, but at the same time I feel I can do it w/o problem. do you think the 2MG is killing my URGE TO USE or what? I can see 4-8MG but at 2MG I feel the urge is sometimes there, so how bad can it be w/o a thing in me, ya know!? and this would be full time, not just a day trial run.
btw, I still pick up, ONCE IN A WHILE. I barely use like I once did but still make that mistake once a month, maybe less, maybe more, all depends. sometimes ill go 3 months w//o a problem, etc. so again, does the SUboxone make a difference here or what? I really dont know what to do, man. lol.
my family would like to see me OFF Suboxone; I am going though Chemo as is, so I am on enough "drugs" in their eyes, but the SUboxone is basically NOTHING compared to what other things I am going through. but, they also do not fully understand addiction, the heroin addict I was once who used daily, for years and years, and how far I have come to even use once a month (IF THAT) an how well I am doing otherwise.
so, does it make sense to QUIT Suboxone even tho I didnt QUIT drugs, even. barely using but using, ya know!?
I am sure this has been asked before; I probably even tried to ask myself before, but I cant find shit, so help me out, so I know what to do.