Does the depression after rolling only kick in if you have something to be sad about? Like last week I rolled pretty hard & was depressed for around 3 days/: I actually had something bugging me so that's probably why.
I rolled yesterday, but this time I had no worries. So I just feel emotionless today. Does anyone else feel like this?
Yes a resounding yes.
For people like the people on this site this type of emotion is absolutely normal,
this is why we seek help.
if your desperate depressed down in the dumps even to the dergree that you feel you wanna die it is infact normal.(for people like us).
Its been mentioned on this site which i am still a newby that getting out and doing shit helps .
Well ill tell you im agoraphobic and its still true get out .
Force yerself ,actually in my case i found that i think of something to do like take a walk to say two blocks away to buy something like a pop or something ,for me its unfortunatly t3s or t1s but the easiest way for me to do these thing is to just get up and start getting dressed even before i have made the decition that im going out .
I just get up and get everything ready roll smokes gear up and actually i ussualy lie down on the couch for a minute or so and say okay go.
then the next thing ya know im going somewhere even if it is to get pills to feed my addiction,i just go and once yer out the calmness kinda settles in abit (of course i need my headset to listen to music or i may go nuts) but it works.
But i guess the simple fact is yes your normal more normal than you would ever think......
P.S emotionless is one of the better times that i have when im down because at least im not hurting so bad i wanna die.
Emotionless time for me is time to sleep till i get up and things feel better and i start from there..........