Okay I see your logic, that does seem to be the better alternative. But obviously getting off opiods is the ideal place, and it’s incredibly hard.
So I have led a similar path as you, and the only way I have gotten to using Kratom once every few weeks was hard work. First, I did, stopping on work days, once I got past the hump of getting there, I was good. I did this, using things to help me cope. I use nootropics like caffiene/ltheanine, five hour energy, mushroom powders, 5htp, liftmode stacks, etc etc. Days off are harder, but my night time copes are like delta 8 indica, kava, kanna, a glass of woodford reserve, blue lotus, but all in moderation. One of the bigger things that has helped me stay the course has been some of the T building supplements I’m on and going to the gym, the confidence it brings helps bring a positive mind set that makes it easier to battle cravings. Everyone is different, but I do believe there is a way.