malakaix
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I'm younger then yourself but i have been through my share of partners and relationships;
I think the issue here is value, i could be wrong though.
When you place too much value into relationship the above scenario with the text message becomes the outcome, because your personal value is now tied up with that person's validation of you. Everything is put into laser focus and scrutinized for the slightest hints of disappointment, over time the issue moves on to one of extreme control and obsession because her rejection of you is essentially your own destruction. After experiencing this even only once, you're more likely to sabotage future potential relationships in order to protect yourself against that past trauma.
I think this is why in red pill circles, it's emphasized to focus your energy into personal pursuits, business and activities that create personal value.. relationships should always be secondary to your primary aim in life - they should compliment your life but never become the central focus. This naturally creates an aloof attitude that attracts women, it's not forced or acted it's just you are driven by goals and ambitions that take precedence over everything else, including women. It doesn't mean you become socially inept, but you don't become completely swept away in the intoxication of the moment.
I've been through all the above, intense intimacy, obsession, extreme attachment, love, detachment, aloofness, playing the game, been unavailable, player lifestyle. It's a damm roller-coaster and can definitely leave you jaded but it's also given me the chance to step back and ask myself what do i really want? And what do i really value..
I don't have experienced with BPD so ignore my post if it's irrelevant, im just drawing on my own experiences.
I think the issue here is value, i could be wrong though.
When you place too much value into relationship the above scenario with the text message becomes the outcome, because your personal value is now tied up with that person's validation of you. Everything is put into laser focus and scrutinized for the slightest hints of disappointment, over time the issue moves on to one of extreme control and obsession because her rejection of you is essentially your own destruction. After experiencing this even only once, you're more likely to sabotage future potential relationships in order to protect yourself against that past trauma.
I think this is why in red pill circles, it's emphasized to focus your energy into personal pursuits, business and activities that create personal value.. relationships should always be secondary to your primary aim in life - they should compliment your life but never become the central focus. This naturally creates an aloof attitude that attracts women, it's not forced or acted it's just you are driven by goals and ambitions that take precedence over everything else, including women. It doesn't mean you become socially inept, but you don't become completely swept away in the intoxication of the moment.
I've been through all the above, intense intimacy, obsession, extreme attachment, love, detachment, aloofness, playing the game, been unavailable, player lifestyle. It's a damm roller-coaster and can definitely leave you jaded but it's also given me the chance to step back and ask myself what do i really want? And what do i really value..
I don't have experienced with BPD so ignore my post if it's irrelevant, im just drawing on my own experiences.