JrBiochemist
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Hey BL, I've been reading a lot about MDMA and its effects recently, and I acquired some that was found to be quite pure. It was initially reagent tested with Marquis, Mecke, Mandelin, and Simon's and then tested via GC/MS.
So, the main reason I wanted to post about it and hear people's thoughts is because the effects of this pure MDMA taken without anything else were nothing like anything I ever experienced before. I had taken "ecstasy" and "molly" countless times in my younger days, and nothing I ever had felt like this pure MDMA crystal I received. The closest it ever came was to a few "Yellow Monkey" pills I ate years ago, and even those seemed much more stimulating. I've taken bk-MDMA several times too, and some of the first few times I actually just thought it was MDMA (before I was ever able to directly compare the effects of either knowing that I had one or the other), but especially in light of this pure MDMA experience, I can now guage that they are incredibly different. bk-MDMA seems to have a much more stimulating body buzz, and although it is simultaneously peaceful, it just feels almost nothing like the body high of MDMA. Where bk-MDMA is a more buzzy feeling, MDMA provided a much more melty, fluid/smooth body high that lasted much longer.
So anyways, what I really wanted to say was that MDMA as experienced by myself as well as my sister, girlfriend, best friend, and another close friend seemed to have very little in the way of stimulation. The come-up was somewhat heavy and sedating for a brief period of time but eventually we all experienced a "break through" in which we found ourselves in the most relaxed, clear-headed states imaginable. None of us had any desire to do anything. No desire to dance, talk, hug, profess our deepest love for each other, etc. We were all just sitting there happy. It was like obtaining a perfect level of zen mindfulness, where no thoughts were even experienced other than those stimulated by our environments. I actually really enjoyed the mind state, and would love to take some again in a few months, but I'm just so amazed at how this does not match up at all to the stereotype of "ecstasy" effects.
Don't get me wrong, conversation was incredibly easy and fluid when it did occur, it just didn't pour out of us like one might have expected. I'm sure that set and setting could make a pretty big difference on the effects too (as well as dose--I took 127 mg, other friend took 150 mg, and the two ladies took 100 mg), as I imagine being in an energetic environment could increase feelings of excitement in the user, but it really just seems that pure MDMA causes very little in the way of stimulation. Obviously my experience doesn't explain away every single person's MDMA experiences if they felt they were very energetic, but some part of me doubts that a lot of those experiences were that of just pure MDMA. Even MDMA cut with caffeine is incredibly more energetic than MDMA by itself, and it's interesting that this experience was not limited to just myself, but that my sister, girlfriend, and two friends also had the exact same experience.
I'm curious to hear people's thoughts on this. Has anyone ever taken pure MDMA (that was actually verified by some kind of analytical lab test, not just spot tests) and found it to be rushy and stimulating? I've seen people argue a bit back and forth about the topic in other threads where several people will claim MDMA is not very stimulating, but then other people will insist that it is. That's why I'm curious to hear if anyone who had lab-verified MDMA found it stimulating to some noticeable extent. The only real dopaminergic effect I could put a finger on was the incredibly clear-headed mindstate and overall feeling of wakefulness and alertness, but other than that, I just wanted to melt on the couch. I ended up falling asleep on it like 4.5 hours in at around 1:00 AM, though I'm sure that's partially due to the fact I had been up since 7:00 AM the previous day anyways. There were no come down effects whatsoever in any of us and I and my girlfriend had no desire to redose (if the others did, they didn't mention it). Shit, I didn't even like smoking weed on it like I used to back in the day. I felt like the weed just clouded the otherwise incredibly clear head space and I wanted to preserve it.
tl;dr - My life has been a lie! MDMA doesn't make me want to dance and pour my heart out to people, it just makes me want to melt into a couch and meditate!
PS - Sorry if there is a thread specifically on this already! I looked for a Big & Dandy MDMA thread but didn't see it, just the bk-MDMA one.
So, the main reason I wanted to post about it and hear people's thoughts is because the effects of this pure MDMA taken without anything else were nothing like anything I ever experienced before. I had taken "ecstasy" and "molly" countless times in my younger days, and nothing I ever had felt like this pure MDMA crystal I received. The closest it ever came was to a few "Yellow Monkey" pills I ate years ago, and even those seemed much more stimulating. I've taken bk-MDMA several times too, and some of the first few times I actually just thought it was MDMA (before I was ever able to directly compare the effects of either knowing that I had one or the other), but especially in light of this pure MDMA experience, I can now guage that they are incredibly different. bk-MDMA seems to have a much more stimulating body buzz, and although it is simultaneously peaceful, it just feels almost nothing like the body high of MDMA. Where bk-MDMA is a more buzzy feeling, MDMA provided a much more melty, fluid/smooth body high that lasted much longer.
So anyways, what I really wanted to say was that MDMA as experienced by myself as well as my sister, girlfriend, best friend, and another close friend seemed to have very little in the way of stimulation. The come-up was somewhat heavy and sedating for a brief period of time but eventually we all experienced a "break through" in which we found ourselves in the most relaxed, clear-headed states imaginable. None of us had any desire to do anything. No desire to dance, talk, hug, profess our deepest love for each other, etc. We were all just sitting there happy. It was like obtaining a perfect level of zen mindfulness, where no thoughts were even experienced other than those stimulated by our environments. I actually really enjoyed the mind state, and would love to take some again in a few months, but I'm just so amazed at how this does not match up at all to the stereotype of "ecstasy" effects.
Don't get me wrong, conversation was incredibly easy and fluid when it did occur, it just didn't pour out of us like one might have expected. I'm sure that set and setting could make a pretty big difference on the effects too (as well as dose--I took 127 mg, other friend took 150 mg, and the two ladies took 100 mg), as I imagine being in an energetic environment could increase feelings of excitement in the user, but it really just seems that pure MDMA causes very little in the way of stimulation. Obviously my experience doesn't explain away every single person's MDMA experiences if they felt they were very energetic, but some part of me doubts that a lot of those experiences were that of just pure MDMA. Even MDMA cut with caffeine is incredibly more energetic than MDMA by itself, and it's interesting that this experience was not limited to just myself, but that my sister, girlfriend, and two friends also had the exact same experience.
I'm curious to hear people's thoughts on this. Has anyone ever taken pure MDMA (that was actually verified by some kind of analytical lab test, not just spot tests) and found it to be rushy and stimulating? I've seen people argue a bit back and forth about the topic in other threads where several people will claim MDMA is not very stimulating, but then other people will insist that it is. That's why I'm curious to hear if anyone who had lab-verified MDMA found it stimulating to some noticeable extent. The only real dopaminergic effect I could put a finger on was the incredibly clear-headed mindstate and overall feeling of wakefulness and alertness, but other than that, I just wanted to melt on the couch. I ended up falling asleep on it like 4.5 hours in at around 1:00 AM, though I'm sure that's partially due to the fact I had been up since 7:00 AM the previous day anyways. There were no come down effects whatsoever in any of us and I and my girlfriend had no desire to redose (if the others did, they didn't mention it). Shit, I didn't even like smoking weed on it like I used to back in the day. I felt like the weed just clouded the otherwise incredibly clear head space and I wanted to preserve it.
tl;dr - My life has been a lie! MDMA doesn't make me want to dance and pour my heart out to people, it just makes me want to melt into a couch and meditate!
PS - Sorry if there is a thread specifically on this already! I looked for a Big & Dandy MDMA thread but didn't see it, just the bk-MDMA one.
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