Rehabicable
Bluelighter
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- Apr 4, 2011
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My question today is something that has tortured me logistically for a long time. My DOC has always been opiates of varying kinds and am now only a sporadic user after years of battle; maybe once every 2-3 months.
I have access to high quality H but is quite the process to obtain (on purpose) and do it is a rare treat for me. Anyway my tolerance is obviously quite low compared to other times in my life and now whenever I get my treat I usually use for 2-3 days straight until I run out.
A few years ago I started finding it impossible to get any sleep for hours after using. I don’t IV anymore I smoke it and whenever I start my little “binge” I always end up staying up all night the first night. I will always lie in bed for a few hours at some point Throughout the night but after 3-4 hours of being wide awake even after the high fades I eventually give up and just make some tea and prepare for a day of sleep deprivation. I’ll usually be exhausted enough the next day to sleep in the mid/late afternoon.
Its a nightmare if I have anything to do that next day and this is a new problem I never had for the first 10-12 years of my on/off habit(s). Just wondering if anyone has had this experience and has any insights or possibly solutions. I’ve tried stopping my use 6 hours or so before bed and it seems to still keep me up if I got a decent buzz that day.
Thanks and sorry for the wordy ass thread!
I have access to high quality H but is quite the process to obtain (on purpose) and do it is a rare treat for me. Anyway my tolerance is obviously quite low compared to other times in my life and now whenever I get my treat I usually use for 2-3 days straight until I run out.
A few years ago I started finding it impossible to get any sleep for hours after using. I don’t IV anymore I smoke it and whenever I start my little “binge” I always end up staying up all night the first night. I will always lie in bed for a few hours at some point Throughout the night but after 3-4 hours of being wide awake even after the high fades I eventually give up and just make some tea and prepare for a day of sleep deprivation. I’ll usually be exhausted enough the next day to sleep in the mid/late afternoon.
Its a nightmare if I have anything to do that next day and this is a new problem I never had for the first 10-12 years of my on/off habit(s). Just wondering if anyone has had this experience and has any insights or possibly solutions. I’ve tried stopping my use 6 hours or so before bed and it seems to still keep me up if I got a decent buzz that day.
Thanks and sorry for the wordy ass thread!