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Red ghost

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Every time me and my gf get fucked up we have crazy kinky sex. I'm a very open guy I have no hangups or worries in a sexuality sort of way, I simply don't care what others think is right or wrong.

The first couple of drug fuelled nights together were bonding and touching and maybe some toys to play with. I've always struggled to keep the little fella awake and playing so we bought a strapon and started using that.

Obviously I had her do me too. Great fun even sober. Now when I'm high as a kite I just want her to fuck me like a porn star and it has to be hard and rough. Like insane lust to be bum raped. Normally she's happy and I think she is but our drug use has turned from love filled nights to time to bum the bf.

This might sound great/crazy but I'm obsessed when I take mandy, the thoughts take over me now. When I get high I go from 'normal' guy to seasoned prostitute in 30-45mins. I don't regret it or think its wrong but how the hell do I get back to the love and control myself? Or do I have to have a year or two break? When I'm sober I want the old days when I'm up I want crazy sex. My gf thinks it's funny because I basically turn into a different person but after our last drop I feel as if I missed something.
 
Haha don't really know what to say. I think that's fucking fantastic, just keep enjoying the bum rape. What's the actual issue? If it's fun and you both enjoy it then all power to you. Haha.
 
Haha yes now for the last couple of times which is once every 2-3 months that's all I can think about but when I'm sober I'm not regretting the act fuck it's the best experience ever BUT I feel as if I've missed out on the other things like we haven't been as cuddly and I feel as if the love has left the high. Maybe I'm analysing too much.
 
Taking a strap-on up the arse sounds like the biggest act of love I've ever heard. You could get the best of both? Have some monsterous sex then cuddle out the rest?
 
Enjoy yourselfs! If both of you are having fun who gives a shit! My girl just wants me to please her when its our fun time. I have to do it myself for any bootie action. So hats off to a good couple.
 
While you're obviously having fun, I can also see why you wouldn't want every single roll to end up the same way- there are so many fun things you can do! You could try rolling in a location that doesn't allow for anything too sexual, like a rave or club. If you prefer home rolling, though, I think that if you can resist the urge for one or two rolling sessions, your brain might re-wire a bit.

For example, if every time you went to one specific club you rolled, then your brain would start to associate Club X and MDMA use. If you tried to go to the club sober, you'd likely spend the whole night thinking about rolling, because your brain makes the connection between Club X and MDMA. If I eat pizza every single time I go to a certain class, then after a while, every time I go to class all I think about is pizza because my brain sees the classroom and thinks "Classroom= pizza." This is how we develop habits in everyday life, by sensing triggers that remind us to do something a certain way.

Your mind associates the sensations that MDMA causes with sex: after doing it a few times, you "crave" or think a lot about sex when you roll because your brain has been trained to expect it. The only way to really break that, other than a change of scenery like going out and getting physically away from a place where you can be sexual, is to re-train your brain. If you can manage to last two rolling sessions away from being sexual like you have been, I'd almost guarantee that those strong urges to have crazy all-night sex will diminish enough that you can comfortably roll without having sex. Of course sex is amazing while rolling! But so is cuddling, or spending time just talking, or going for walks, or dancing...if you could manage those two sessions without sex, I imagine you'd be able to enjoy those other things high as much as you enjoy fucking :) Agree with your partner ahead of time that you will NOT have sex (explain why, obviously), then hide the sex toys, find other fun things to do, maybe change your location for one of the two sessions, do whatever you can to break that pattern in your mind.

Good luck, my friend :)
 
questforstarfish said:
While you're obviously having fun, I can also see why you wouldn't want every single roll to end up the same way- there are so many fun things you can do! You could try rolling in a location that doesn't allow for anything too sexual, like a rave or club. If you prefer home rolling, though, I think that if you can resist the urge for one or two rolling sessions, your brain might re-wire a bit.

For example, if every time you went to one specific club you rolled, then your brain would start to associate Club X and MDMA use. If you tried to go to the club sober, you'd likely spend the whole night thinking about rolling, because your brain makes the connection between Club X and MDMA. If I eat pizza every single time I go to a certain class, then after a while, every time I go to class all I think about is pizza because my brain sees the classroom and thinks "Classroom= pizza." This is how we develop habits in everyday life, by sensing triggers that remind us to do something a certain way.

Your mind associates the sensations that MDMA causes with sex: after doing it a few times, you "crave" or think a lot about sex when you roll because your brain has been trained to expect it. The only way to really break that, other than a change of scenery like going out and getting physically away from a place where you can be sexual, is to re-train your brain. If you can manage to last two rolling sessions away from being sexual like you have been, I'd almost guarantee that those strong urges to have crazy all-night sex will diminish enough that you can comfortably roll without having sex. Of course sex is amazing while rolling! But so is cuddling, or spending time just talking, or going for walks, or dancing...if you could manage those two sessions without sex, I imagine you'd be able to enjoy those other things high as much as you enjoy fucking :) Agree with your partner ahead of time that you will NOT have sex (explain why, obviously), then hide the sex toys, find other fun things to do, maybe change your location for one of the two sessions, do whatever you can to break that pattern in your mind.

Good luck, my friend :)
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Thanks m8 that's the answer I was looking for. I think a change of scenery is what we'll do although my GF is scared of being out of the house high. Raves aren't our thing but I'll think of something.

I really want to try 'rolling' in the day time.
 
yeah i was hooked on sex while rolling on mdma, it's addicting but i've recovered. i stopped using mdma for 3 months now because everytime i roll mdma i just wanna fuck somebody.
sober sex just ain't the same anymore...
 
Yellow-Pudding said:
yeah i was hooked on sex while rolling on mdma, it's addicting but i've recovered. i stopped using mdma for 3 months now because everytime i roll mdma i just wanna fuck somebody.
sober sex just ain't the same anymore...
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Are you male or female if you don't mind me asking?
 
Red ghost said:
I really want to try 'rolling' in the day time.
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Do it! I'm looking forward to summer so I can day-roll again :) On beautiful sunny summer days I like to occasionally take it in the afternoon or early evening before the sun goes down. Throw on some sunglasses since your pupils let so much light in that it can be uncomfortable sometimes, then bring a blanket to a park and lay under a tree, play at a playground that has few kids at it, hang out at the beach with ice-cold water and buckets to play in the sand with, go for a stroll, go to an outdoor pool, or find a nice look-out point to sit at (if driving, always remember a sober designated driver!)! My town sometimes has live music in one of the parks in the summer, I'm hoping to head down that way at some point and just lay in the grass with my friends and listen while rolling. Look up what fun things you can do in your town outdoors, and pretty much anything would be made more amazing with M :)
 
This thread is like opening a gift that appears to be a large and boring book, but instead is just wads and wads of cash. Stellar.
 
augustaB said:
Can't roll without getting done in the bum.
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Well I have a similar "problem". I just love having it in the bum when I roll.
And indeed in time the gf has started to find this a bit of a chore.
For us I have to restrain myself a little to make sure she gets a fair crack of the whip before I get done.
Usually me giving her a massage, followed by head.
To help reach orgasm we use poppers.
You might also explore using dildos on yourself while rolling too.
With practice I have learnt how to orgasm from a dildo alone.
Secret: bigger works best.
Mods might consider moving this thread to SLR
Enjoy anyway.
 
augustaB said:
Well I have a similar "problem". I just love having it in the bum when I roll.
And indeed in time the gf has started to find this a bit of a chore.
For us I have to restrain myself a little to make sure she gets a fair crack of the whip before I get done.
Usually me giving her a massage, followed by head.
To help reach orgasm we use poppers.
You might also explore using dildos on yourself while rolling too.
With practice I have learnt how to orgasm from a dildo alone.
Secret: bigger works best.
Mods might consider moving this thread to SLR
Enjoy anyway.
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I wanna keep this thread in MED, it's the best we've had in ages!
 
Oral sex is soo great too on molly. My wife and I once started 69ing while coming up and next thing we realize its been a whole hour. We took a long shower as I had left a lot of beard hair deep in her and and she had a lot of my goo all over her face.
 
Here's a little update if you're interested lol I understand it's a strange subject but I'm sure I'm not alone. Anyway, I thought about it so much and how me and my gf were acting that I told her how I feel. She admitted that it was a bit of a chore and can be a buzzkill. I stopped any thought prehigh that was sexual in nature or about anal sex. This seemed to work as the last time we got high I managed to go about 3hrs without wanting to be fucked. Luckily my gf wanted to assault my chocolate tea-towel holder around the 3hrs 30mins. It was nice but I had to stop after about 5mins as I just wasn't into it. Was quite strange. Anyway, it's best done during the comeup towards the peak. If you want to know how a woman's orgasms feel I reckon that's the closest thing to turning into a female and doing a porn film.
 
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