Roadrunner - you will get better. I am 100% better now. It just takes some time.
Coffee was REALLY hard for me to give up the first time. When I was really unsure if I would ever get better, the extra anxiety it gave me sent me in a tail spin. After my second "mini-comedown" that I had last week, I said fuck it, I need coffee so I can function as a normal human being, since the slight increase in DR didn't scare me at all, I was able to do it. I do not think the coffee prolonged my DP/DR the first time, rather it just increased the anxiety about my overall situation which made me feel like crap.
Its all personal, each of our brains are wired uniquely. In my first comedown, getting out of the house was so important to my recovery. The best thing I did, was go hit the bars with my friends. After 30 min of drinking and fucking around, I couldn't even tell I was dissociated. But, again you have to find what works for you personally.
pmz - wow man, I feel for you. If I could give you any advice is that staying at home and thinking about it is not going to help you at all. At the very beginning, I though I was going to have to quit school and quit my job but I just powered through. I know that it migh not be the easiet for you but keeping busy is so important to keep your spirits up and avoid overthinking/analyzing whats going on.
My dr made me stay off of bluelight and other internet forums regarding DP and mdma damage. They did nothing for me except freak me out and make it worse.
Coffee was REALLY hard for me to give up the first time. When I was really unsure if I would ever get better, the extra anxiety it gave me sent me in a tail spin. After my second "mini-comedown" that I had last week, I said fuck it, I need coffee so I can function as a normal human being, since the slight increase in DR didn't scare me at all, I was able to do it. I do not think the coffee prolonged my DP/DR the first time, rather it just increased the anxiety about my overall situation which made me feel like crap.
Its all personal, each of our brains are wired uniquely. In my first comedown, getting out of the house was so important to my recovery. The best thing I did, was go hit the bars with my friends. After 30 min of drinking and fucking around, I couldn't even tell I was dissociated. But, again you have to find what works for you personally.
pmz - wow man, I feel for you. If I could give you any advice is that staying at home and thinking about it is not going to help you at all. At the very beginning, I though I was going to have to quit school and quit my job but I just powered through. I know that it migh not be the easiet for you but keeping busy is so important to keep your spirits up and avoid overthinking/analyzing whats going on.
My dr made me stay off of bluelight and other internet forums regarding DP and mdma damage. They did nothing for me except freak me out and make it worse.