Markomarkh
Bluelighter
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- Jan 18, 2013
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Hi all, on and off I've had to deal with mental health issues through out my adult life, I've been diagnosed with mild skitsophrenia, depression, anxiety, Asperger's syndrome, I've not been in work for a few years, all I've done is charity and volunteer work. Never had a real job that lasted more than a week. Feels like I've tried everything with NHS doctors, like anti depression pills, other psyche meds, mental health nurses, support workers,personal fitness instructors to help me feel better, recently last year I tried wellbeing group but it was nothing new apart from common psychology that didn't really help. What else is there a doctor can offer me, what about psychetherapy? I'm overweight and love food and comfort eat. I watch too much porn because I'm bored, never been on a date for 20years, obsessions with sex as I've never done it yet at my bloody age of 38, got no job, feels I've got no future in the uk. I listen to nationalist politics on redice radio and can agree with some of it and they make out western society is falling apart and white peoples are being swamped with immigrants. It feels I've been forgotten about in society. It feels in a liberal country I have to make my own decisions and make my own life and seems individualistic. I sometimes think in a fascist society I'd be better off as I would be told what to do and have instructions on what to do in life, that's probably my Aspergers way of thinking. Is society in uk/Europe really broken or it's just me?