Quickfixgrrl
Bluelighter
- Joined
- May 9, 2019
- Messages
- 895
I have so many mixed feelings.
This needs to happen, I know this and my mind is made up.
There's a LOT that has gone on and I'm currently in the midst of a nervous breakdown because of this.
I don't know why I'm posting this.. really just need to get this off my chest.
I have a shitload of heartache to come, because I don't "hate" him and want the best for him.
But I'm not getting any younger and sick of living in a loveless, cold world.
I deserve better. I've put my needs last for too long.
Thanks for reading and any positive advice right now would be much appreciated.
Note: please no suggestions regarding staying with him.
This needs to happen, I know this and my mind is made up.
There's a LOT that has gone on and I'm currently in the midst of a nervous breakdown because of this.
I don't know why I'm posting this.. really just need to get this off my chest.
I have a shitload of heartache to come, because I don't "hate" him and want the best for him.
But I'm not getting any younger and sick of living in a loveless, cold world.
I deserve better. I've put my needs last for too long.
Thanks for reading and any positive advice right now would be much appreciated.
Note: please no suggestions regarding staying with him.