Sweetbeefaerie
Greenlighter
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- Feb 18, 2014
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I am about to embark on my very first experience tripping by myself. My boyfriend will be at work all day, and I'll be home going on my journey. He's coming home for lunch and to check in on me and make sure everything's cool, so that is good. The thought of him coming home to check on me is both reassuring and frightening haha, because I may be so used to the aloneness that I won't want to be interrupted but I'm hoping for it to be exciting and pleasant instead of weird.
I've never tripped alone from beginning to end. I've had trips where I've been left alone for short amounts of time and I remember being so content and blissful in my aloneness that I truly did not want to rejoin the people I was with (but always ended up enjoying the people once they were around again). One of my alone experiences was at the peak of an acid trip--I found my first childhood diary and set about reading it front to back and it was the most enlightening, incredible thing ever. It was crazy to read things I said as a child that seemed to be almost eerily prophetic about my future. Anyways, the point of me writing this is to gather awesome ideas for preparing for the experience.
I would like to have certain playlists of music ready and easily accessible, I have already had a list of intentions and things I'd like to learn such as appreciating and realizing my beauty in and out, releasing my anxieties and fears about life, releasing my "social anxiety", etc. I have the list rolled up and soaking up with some crystals and things in my altar along with the mushrooms I'll be taking. I'd maybe like to get my old diaries out again in case I want to read them...and I'd like to have art supplies, writing supplies, etc. out and ready to be played with. I even have some dvds of me as a child with my family on vacations and at home playing with my baby brother...kind of would like to try and watch those if I'm up for it.
I realize that it's completely likely I won't even touch any of that stuff and I'll just lay there staring at my ceiling hahaha but I think having those things available for play is a cool idea. Does anyone have any advice for me, or more ideas than I thought of, or even pre-trip things I could do? Like a prayer...a shower..I don't know. I'm a very spiritual person and I really appreciate good preparation ideas for a spiritual journey.
If you've got any ideas, lemme know thanks
I've never tripped alone from beginning to end. I've had trips where I've been left alone for short amounts of time and I remember being so content and blissful in my aloneness that I truly did not want to rejoin the people I was with (but always ended up enjoying the people once they were around again). One of my alone experiences was at the peak of an acid trip--I found my first childhood diary and set about reading it front to back and it was the most enlightening, incredible thing ever. It was crazy to read things I said as a child that seemed to be almost eerily prophetic about my future. Anyways, the point of me writing this is to gather awesome ideas for preparing for the experience.
I would like to have certain playlists of music ready and easily accessible, I have already had a list of intentions and things I'd like to learn such as appreciating and realizing my beauty in and out, releasing my anxieties and fears about life, releasing my "social anxiety", etc. I have the list rolled up and soaking up with some crystals and things in my altar along with the mushrooms I'll be taking. I'd maybe like to get my old diaries out again in case I want to read them...and I'd like to have art supplies, writing supplies, etc. out and ready to be played with. I even have some dvds of me as a child with my family on vacations and at home playing with my baby brother...kind of would like to try and watch those if I'm up for it.
I realize that it's completely likely I won't even touch any of that stuff and I'll just lay there staring at my ceiling hahaha but I think having those things available for play is a cool idea. Does anyone have any advice for me, or more ideas than I thought of, or even pre-trip things I could do? Like a prayer...a shower..I don't know. I'm a very spiritual person and I really appreciate good preparation ideas for a spiritual journey.
If you've got any ideas, lemme know thanks