specialist...that sounds a lot like my sit...
for me, when i started rolling/going to raves, i felt like i was in my social element. i was a very social person before, i just hadn't found my 'niche'...needless to say this feeling of belonging threw me headlong into use & the scene. both were highly attractive to me. my use only spanned 18months, and i believe i've only eaten 60-75 pills, but it was enough to lose that sense of magic that it once held, it got a lot more expensive to feel the way i wanted to feel and left me feeling progressively worse for longer amounts of time...that's what started to throw me into the depression, or brought it out, whatever the case may be.
Kyk...excellently put. i think it was on the end of the MTV special on e, at the very end, there was a quote i felt was spot-on about e.
"Once you get the message, it's time tohang up the phone."
bc
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**Proud to be an Official member of the Stuck-Up/8-Up Crew**
"Fuck PLUR! it's all about hardcore ass fucking!!"
We'll make great pets...
"drug suppliers, typically wearing 'Ecko' brand sweat shirts shuffle around the dance floor, chanting softly, 'want some pills? k?'" - Shu Shin Luh, The Chicago Sun-Times
for me, when i started rolling/going to raves, i felt like i was in my social element. i was a very social person before, i just hadn't found my 'niche'...needless to say this feeling of belonging threw me headlong into use & the scene. both were highly attractive to me. my use only spanned 18months, and i believe i've only eaten 60-75 pills, but it was enough to lose that sense of magic that it once held, it got a lot more expensive to feel the way i wanted to feel and left me feeling progressively worse for longer amounts of time...that's what started to throw me into the depression, or brought it out, whatever the case may be.
Kyk...excellently put. i think it was on the end of the MTV special on e, at the very end, there was a quote i felt was spot-on about e.
"Once you get the message, it's time tohang up the phone."
bc
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bc-
**Proud to be an Official member of the Stuck-Up/8-Up Crew**
"Fuck PLUR! it's all about hardcore ass fucking!!"
We'll make great pets...
"drug suppliers, typically wearing 'Ecko' brand sweat shirts shuffle around the dance floor, chanting softly, 'want some pills? k?'" - Shu Shin Luh, The Chicago Sun-Times