I live with my boyfriend and we haven't had sex in over two months. I asked him about it and he said he's trying to save energy (including sexual energy) to focus on other things he wants for us in life. He's really deep into ascension and meditation and things like that so I get it. He doesn't act any differently with me other than that. He still looks at me the same and tells me how much he loves me often..but I'm having a hard time having no sex. I want to fuck someone. I don't have anybody in mind (I don't know many people in this town) but I just kinda feel like meeting someone and having regular sex with him until we start having sex again. Is that bad?