I'm not a regular user of stimulants but every now and then I'll take some Addies (either IR or XR, whatever's available). Some times I won't feel anything at all and sometimes I'll feel how the standard "Addie high" is typically described by people.. I know I dose too low (30-40 mg) but my tolerance is so low that I can sometimes get a kick out of it. Yesterday was different though. I took 3 Addie XR's within an hour of each other, first two together, last one 30 mins later. Highest dose I've taken yet. I also just smallowed them whole, no crushing anything.
About 30 minutes after the first 2 I felt very energetic/motivated so I took the other. The feeling persisted all day, took them around 11 a.m., wore off at about 9 p.m. It was weird because I don't have any of the heart beating out of my chest moments at all, I actually felt like my heart was beating WAY more slowly than usual as if I was extremely calm, but I was also hopped full off energy and motivation.. I went through 2 packs of ciggs and a whole pack of gum too. Haha (yes, my jaw is very sore). That was one thing that stood out to me and I really had to go out of my way to control it, the jaw moving. Anyways, I figured with 90mg, even if it's unaltered XR, would take me to the limit.. I definitely felt the effects but I just don't understand the calm energy part.. Really can't make sense out of it. Is it typical?
About 30 minutes after the first 2 I felt very energetic/motivated so I took the other. The feeling persisted all day, took them around 11 a.m., wore off at about 9 p.m. It was weird because I don't have any of the heart beating out of my chest moments at all, I actually felt like my heart was beating WAY more slowly than usual as if I was extremely calm, but I was also hopped full off energy and motivation.. I went through 2 packs of ciggs and a whole pack of gum too. Haha (yes, my jaw is very sore). That was one thing that stood out to me and I really had to go out of my way to control it, the jaw moving. Anyways, I figured with 90mg, even if it's unaltered XR, would take me to the limit.. I definitely felt the effects but I just don't understand the calm energy part.. Really can't make sense out of it. Is it typical?