FreedomCalls
Bluelighter
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- May 20, 2019
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I've been trying to figure out what I did but I fucked myself up good this time. Over the last week I heavily binged on a large amount of Xanax pills, followed by an IV dose of 200 mg of MDMA while on suboxone.
Everything seemed OK. the shot was too big, I could tell when I hit it, but I rolled fine and recovered that day OK mostly.
But now 3 days later, its been around 3-4 days, I haven't slept not even a minute, which also could be related to the benzos but I do not feel withdrawal like symptom of benzo really.
But I feel brain zaps, brain pressure, severe insomnia, erectile dysfunction, lack of libido, hypothermia, lack of appetite.
I am scared I may have really fucked myself up here. I am discontinuing my suboxone today to try and help but that means I won't sleep for another 10 days and I already haven't slept for 4 days and I really can't go to the hospital with CO-VID right now I don't want to risk infection or be there at this time to be honest. Nor could I even explain to a doctor the levels of my drug abuse with honest care from most.
What can I do? I have a few Xanax I can obtain to help force sleep, but fuck man I can't keep taking that shit either.
I'm serious and committed to detoxing today and stopping all drugs but fuck I hope it's not too late for my brain. The feeling I have in my head is unexplainable vibration of uncomfortability. I'm so stressed out I can't even get close to sleeping and my brain is wide awake moving when I try..
What the fuck do I do
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